Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Irrevocable { 1:29 AM
Doors once open, now closed.
Once you've made a decision,
it changes something for life.
In just one split second.
I wonder how we once talked so carefree,
but things just never remained the same always.
Memories are tenacious creatures.
They remind you how life is,
and playback repeatedly eating into your present.
Sometimes no matter how hard you try holding on,
things just never turn out the right away again.
A relationship is like a journey.
It's okay if you both are at a road block for you're only stuck for awhile.
But when someone steers into another direction,
something totally different begins.
Can it be kept simple?
Does it have to be an arduous journey?
What's with reproach, vengence or
Indifference?
What for try to tell yourself it doesn't matter?
Idk what exactly is in my head right now, maybe it's who instead. Don't you feel strange, things just happen this way? 1 year ago, something else was happening. 2 years ago, so was it. 1 month ago, so was it. 2 months ago and a week or so, yes also was it.
Neh mind, time to get some sleep and start on some revision.
& Today is JAYCHOU ALBUM RELEASED DAY! :D
Past few days had been fun with Bel, tinGz, Ame, dreA, Nat, JJ, Raymond, Nick, Tayxi, Ailin, Jo, Mx, Xh, Mum, Brenda & Eileen, seeing Wj, Peh & Yihao tho missing Cherine, inside!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
I have to place my trust in you. { 1:42 AM
OK time to post something more normal?!
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjp1vHSB4qNUR_tFj6aKtaJhDjV3xKUAJYsii6XAZO47m3ENc8ljvJX4kTaD8sIPTiWJRTeQA4B3pC_lYN4v3pqqr_liCUNZp36rnDW1sYDw0sQtcDEihjsvp4mKupKRuZlLQST/s320/DSC02019.JPG Haha!
K here goes! Some updates about lifestyle though can't be exciting as compared to Jie♥, heehee. Thanks for the perfume & $!
Though no more B&J!!! :(
All i rmb about last week was going to Bugis with Elissa last monday! Thanks for walking around with me to Dhoby Ghaut! <3 :-*
Then Eugene's birthday last tuesday and we went for Crashcourse (left early=wasted 5 bucks! HAHA) and MOF and Bedok for supper! :D
Oh holiday I had to stay home last Wednesday to keep myself grounded... Yet couldnt help it. Ended up waking up at 4.30pm but went to buy chocolates from Downtown! :D
Reebok WALK with Favourite Person last Saturday, (to think we both turned out reluctant to go LOL!) and we had Nikon Mura at Cathay at a really cheap price!!!
Got the picture from her blog once again! :D
Its been quite a good week, wandering around Raffles Place with tf trying to find Zhou's Kitchen at Far East Square! Had super filling har gao and dian xin! I'm such a good eater HAHAHA. Then we had Starbucks & went Killiney, LOL. :D $$$
Studied in school with Raymond, Louisa & Huayu for quite some time on tuesday, and I realised studying in school's alright and also funneh! :D
Had Eighteen Chefs with Mum & Bro, had bolognese cheese fries & Brownie too, yummy! (Y)
Went to school, bad morning with Zy, but Mr Mok's so understanding! :)
Studied with Nds in the afternoon & had BK AGAIN! Anyway Mushroom Swiss Tendergrill's good, so good, i had it twice last week! Haha. Dinner with mum! Thanks for the well wishes Eileen, Brens, Ys, Nds, Nat, Sis & Bro i've recovered! (:
Yesterday, went for cell! Love Zhuting♥! And all la heehee! :D
(Plus YiRen who's so funny!) ;)
Walked home for dinner, met up with Brenda & Eileen later! <3
My Ai Xin<3 Cafe Mocha lol! :D
A Night of CoffeeBean, Marshmallows, Jellybeans. Wang for breakfast! :D
Went up to school today! Did Math, then went to the airport again with Louisa, listened to some cool music, came home, jogged, played the piano, etc etc how relaxing. :)
K what else... Gifted friend gave me a huge shock this week! How's all of us gna accept it... Lol. K la this part's rubbish haha!
Cocoa Trees Jellybeans!
Study hard
♥ALICIA ANDREA CIHUI GERALDINE GRACI LOUISA WANQI XINLING♥
AND TAKE CARE!
Study hard Edmund, Tf, Ame, Bel, Nick, Raymond, Zoooots, Xh, Jo, Leo.Soh, GraceGayf 1GH05/2GH06/CPS6A04!!! :D
STUDY HARD JIEMEIS♥!!!!
STUDY HARD 4K08
AT LEAST GET THOSE DISTINCTIONS WHICH WE CAN MAKE IT FOR LA HOR!
Study hard, E V E R Y O N E! :D
Gonna perfect painting a ♥! (:
Will be spending time with you all soon, Jiemeis!!!
Saturday, October 04, 2008
Gave an open invitation, rolled out the red carpet, but the guest ain't present { 11:19 PM
And if you know me enough, my doors are clearly open.
Just ask, and that's the key to get to the answer.
Yet still, this isn't always the case.
You walk through a door and stay with the host when you have the time. But when you start to get caught up on other things, you leave, maybe politely or sometimes in a huff. Sometimes you think when you walk away you've left only footprints behind. But was it really traces you left behind, or did you take traces along with you too? While leaving, if slamming the door shut makes you happy, you prolly should go ahead. For you most likely ain't the first who has done it anyway.
I suppose everybody has things like doors but seriously, who's the actual one controlling it huh? Stupid emo night. Everybody, we're one step closer to utopia if we stop being paranoid! :D
See ah, if you just don't treat problems as problems, there won't be problems! I'm going to find my own paradise someday...
You know, if you're happy and wanna sabotage me anytime, go ahead. I don't really give a damn to the cold side of this world for i can join anytime and gladly play along with you. You decide which side you want to be on, i'll be together with you, and we'll never know the outcome.Labels: Thoughts
Friday, October 03, 2008
i think { 2:17 PM
Time is ticking and the world is dying ,
i'm just hoping that my friends are having a better time, than i am
even while studying now, or not. all the best!
i think i'm tired, sometimes i don't know why can i be so indifferent and i don't care what do you think of that about me. all i think that i know now is, i need to sleep. but not with the truckloads of practice papers given to us circulating in my head... i need some fun yet again.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Retrace { 1:27 AM
Oh, how I've tried to get you out of my head
And I lie broken in words I said
Never thought I'd walk on this street again
Standing where it all began
Tried to forget when I left this town
But it takes me right back when I come back around
Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night
I'm there by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away
Counting backwards while the stars are falling
Oh, how I find, every subtle thing screams your name
It reminds me of places and times we've shared
Couldn't live locked in these memories
Now I'm chained to my thoughts again
And I tried to forget when I left this town
But I'll take you right back if you come back around
Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night
I'm there by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away
Counting backwards while the stars are falling
I need some shelter. I need some safety
Photographs, they hold me lately
Chasing shadows as the evening takes me
I'm still searching, but the pictures fading
Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night
I'm there by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away
Counting backwards. Still counting backwards
And no where else has ever felt like home
And I can't fall asleep when i'm lying here alone
I replay your voice, it's like you're here
You move the earth, but now the sky is falling
Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night
In my mind, I'm back by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away
Counting backwards while the stars are falling
What a relaxing holiday. Don't try speaking words you know will be regarded as nonsense to me. Not when i know who i've got behind my back to side me even if you're not. Good day. ;)
Picture's fading, sky's falling.
Monday, September 29, 2008
30TH SEPTEMBER IS COMING! { 12:19 AM
YOU MIGHT THINK SO WHAT.
AND SO,
30TH SEPTEMBER IS EUGENE PEH'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!
IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND BE NICE AND WISH HIM HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO WHEN YOU SEE HIM K! (SMS ALSO CAN, HE'LL CONFIRM REPLY!) IF YOU MANAGE TO PUT A SMILE ON HIS FACE, I'LL GIVE YOU 100. MANAGE TO MAKE HIM CRY, I'LL GIVE YOU 10000... BUCKS!?!!
LOL KIDDING LAHH.
HE'S NOT HUM SUP LOU LA, THOUGH CAN'T DENY THAT SOMETIMES HE'S AN S HOHOHEHE but still, HE IS MY ZAI FRIEND! (Y) :D HAHAHAHA P.S. XIAOP... IS GONNA TURN 60 ALR EHHH I MEAN SIXTEEN! :D
Kay enough of that he'll come gan me soon! HAHAHA sianzxzxz I've whiled away hours this weekend, merely doing 1 amath question, paper 1 of emath, touched a lil of physics, chem and bio. It makes me feel like i'm just out on some pretext of studying but instead am maximising my opportunities to spend $$. How silly.
Time for some music appreciation and it's bedtime soon. I'm so lazy... I need some adrenaline rush or boost to study, study, stardeeee, STUDdeee. Of which reminds me, i lost my stud AGAIN sianxxx!
Out tmr, then tuesday is some BIG DAY for SOMEONE la hor! ;)
CRASHCOURSE BANG! NOW IS A HAHAHAHAHA KIND OF MOMENT IM STILL HAPPY NEHX. UP NEXT, I KNOW EUGENE POSTED THESE SONGSS UP LONG AGO ALREADY BUT COS I'M A LIL LAG EH.
[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhLpjqo2WhI&hl=en&fs=1]
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆
你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨
努力就有结局
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手
[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IbHFFpVfKgM&hl=en&fs=1]
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落?
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好
不要这黱容易就想放弃
就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机
现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好
BUT THIS IS STILL MY FAVOURITE:
[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKc1ngYo5Q0&hl=en&fs=1]
Sometimes it's so tough to have a peaceful day without anyone pissing you off or making you think. Be it at home, or out. So where is the best place after all!? I WANNA WATCH LAN QIU HUO SOOOOON!!! GOODNIGHT! SOS.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Sarcasm. { 10:59 PM
Am i supposed to be happy for i feel that i had shown tremendous improvement for my results though it's still average in the cohort!?
I just missed being the last 10 in class by 1 position, which i think is good for i got an improvement of 4 positions. Not pathetic, considering that our class is GOSU! :D But at least i managed to cut my L1R5 by half & improve in my average by 10% or more i think. But i still missed 75% by 0.1%.
Well since when did i start getting interested in results? Mmhmm let's see. Maybe after spending more than half my time not studying. Or maybe after seeing Xh getting first in class and level! ;)
It's so hard to just sit down and do my work. I don't know why i can skip so many pages of the textbook(s) and scrape through by luck... I can't rest on my laurels just yet. O levels are just 24 days away, so who gives a sod about Prelims when O Levels is the real thing. To think of it, blogging about results can be the most silliest thing to do sometimes, yet i'm doing just that.
FOR IT IS TIME FOR YOU WHO
IS TAKING THE O LEVELS/EXAMS TOO,
TO FEEL THE JITTERS.
Sianxxx actually i still can't feel it myself so i'm trying to see if such things have an effect on me. :o
Eugene Peh i know you blogged that i gonna zou huo ru muo alr! You are just as retarded as i am (for compensating the cup) and i wonder if you'll notice this part :twisted: HAHAHAHAHA this is my HAHAHAHAHA.
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
I won't take in the nonsense you give { 11:28 PM
Sometimes this world just makes you want to SCREAM OUT LOUD.
What's with all the principles they try to inculculate in us since young when in reality the society's going in the opposite direction totally and while there you are believing that someday all those current social issues/problems can be changed, it gets even worse when you find out that those you look up to aren't even good examples themselves.
This is so screwed up.
One word, BULLSHIT.
If i could i won't care a sod about everything. It's just infuriating seeing how everyone reacts, even i, and i should stop ranting. Wasn't home for 23 hours and i'm happy about it. So HAPPY i could jump for joy, high enough to get onto the top of the world and once again, this post is junk.
Thank God for friends.Labels: Ramble
