Everything on Earth goes down to dust, but what's imprinted on the heart remains alive
Thursday, July 20, 2006
{ 9:01 PM
fine, now i know why i don't tell you whenever i'm down.
firstly cause nothing good will come out just like now.
and to think i thought it is to not make you worry. cause anything for you to be able to concentrate and be happy.
hell. why does everything i put effort into doesnt pays off? it's really such a disappointment for me.
you see that's why i just decided i shall just face everything myself and not turn to you.
i shall depend on myself cause i'd face rejection and dejection all alone without your understanding.
so perhaps you can't live with how i am. perhaps you're thinking how insignificant you are. perhaps i shouldn't have ever thought about you so i'd be guilty about how significant you are. get me out of your life then for i really can't take anything else for now but i'd rather lighten your burden and you can just add it onto me.
now i know what is stress cause i know the feeling of disappointment so much better. and it really isn't good for i'm really going crazy.
so now i shall do graci's mind map.