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Friday, October 27, 2006
{ 1:13 PM

OH MY GOD I AM TALKING TO MY INTEREST NOW! (Shhhhh 13!!)

I'll be spending 9 days at Shanghai with 7 of my team mates. And also Kit, Wb and Hua Yu. Mr Mok, the Female VP. Plus ADELINE(who we'll have one night stands with), baobeii, etc. :)

People like Ks and Jonathan are gone yesterday night, I wonder how they're doing.

I will miss you Jie! You sheng bing le so must hao hao take care shen zi okay! Dont everyday work work work or always come back or stay out till so late. Then must reply Ma k. Later make her worried! Enjoy your chalet tonight! Thanks for sending me off tonight? I'll be back in 9 days then you will be going for Mt. Kinabalu soon in December right? :D

I will miss Brother and Mum and even Father I guess. ^^

I will miss you Louisa. I will miss you Geraldine! I will miss you Andrea. It's only 9 days. We'll be back soon and training together again. <3

ps, I will do & get everyone to do what I've promised you Geraldine! ;)

I will miss you Bel, Sue-Ean, Brenda, Zhu Ting, Pan, Grace! If you all do come here. ^^

C__ ___ (13)'s REALLY Five thumbs up(I dont know how to fill in the blank)! I KNOW YOU WANNA SAY HE'S ___. Pan thinks so too. I think he's nice. Geraldine thinks so too. SOMEONE GAVE ME HIS E-MAIL.

K maybe I'm weird but knowing nice people are fun. ;)

Gone tonight, But it's not one last goodbye. See you soon!

LOVE AHS 2G 2006 :) :) :)

{ 10:13 AM

I've got a rather long post to post from last night. Blogs are really fun sometimes. Some parts are for you, some maybe not. Go on read! ;)

Yesterday's the last day of school and training before leaving for Shanghai. And I just couldn't walk properly and fell once causing a bruise on my LEFT knee. But it's totally irrelevant for being the last day. We've gotten back our results. I finally managed top 100 in school. Though not top 10 in class, but I've got my favourite 11 and I should be contented in return of what I've put in. :)

I'm not sad it's going to be a new year, for I'll still be seeing all of you. (Except for 2 starting with a W and I) Be it around the stadium or in school or what. There's still Shanghai. But there's still this ONE reason. Okay no TWO.

I'll miss how there was Brenda bullying days by Wen Jia. :) how your laughter was that made us all laugh along together, how we all got closer this year, how you've become my favourite person (though i dont know how it came about except after a game at chung cheng), but you've changed my life in this year. <3

R______, I WILL REALLY MISS YOU FOR NOT GOING TO THE SAME CLASS TOGETHER!! (candy)<3!

I miss the guitar at the arcade. It won't run I'm sure. :)

Reason 3 shall be Mr Mok and the rest of 2G. Remember all the times we've got naggings by Mr Mok and Mrs Koh together? How I got to know the guys better through playing MAPLESTORY last Year. I'll really miss Mingryamond our jokers who brought so much fun and laughter to us. Shuttlers of cause. And our tt boys who're wearing long pants next year. Plus Cy, Zj and Jing Ying. And Hua Yu who always go to the canteen for me. Be it in class or what. x(

Thank you all, especially my Lovely team mates, Especially Geraldine, Louisa, Graci, Favourite Person, thanks Teng Rui, Jo and Zhu Ting for all my experience these two years. Etc. :)









Let's walk up the hill together next year again Geraldine! We can always have donut breakfast again anytime during the two more years. ^^

Wednesday, October 25, 2006
{ 8:51 PM

Yesterday was family day as someone turned me down and made me feel really upset for i turned Clare down. (hmmm okay joking :) )

Enterprise today makes me feel like I'll be having a sore throat tomorrow. I saw Chi Min right at the start! Ain't he interesting? Maybe I'm weird sometimes. The Fighting Game was really COOL and vicious. Ben's really good at it too (compared to the other guy).

So there was Good food meal-Pizza Hut- today, but I didnt go. I think I missed a fabulous lunch with favourite person, Graci, Sue-Ean and Brenda. But I caught Death note with Alicia, Raymond, Ryan, Ming Swee, Fu Seng and Matthew. I think Chun Kit got angry with both of us after eating and went back. :)

So it started raining while Me and Matthew were waiting for a bus back. Ming Swee's brother works at GV! I didn't really believe that was his brother till I saw the name tag. LOL.

It's so fun, brainy and interesting to actually plan your girlfriend's death. I would die without knowing anything happily then.

Zz. Tomorrow's the last day of school. There's training tomorrow. I really need to work out though. My left knee's acting up again probably due to the limited leg space at the cinema. Etc, I think I really suck to some people.

So ____ K__ says, Girls from other classes are of higher quality.

Maybe we were meant to be goods. But he's still a rather good guy.

im really not feeling good now. probably about two. three. four matters. thank you.

Monday, October 23, 2006
{ 10:45 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rg7Dl7n8bY&eurl

Thank you for sharing

{ 8:26 PM

It's right. Why is it our favourite places to hang out recently are CityLink Mall, Marina Square and Suntec?

Which means we were there after meeting up with Graci at Bugis.

So we handed in our application forms today. I hope working would be good.

School today was not bad after all. Bel, Ryan, Raymond and Ming Swee did go, and there was Project Runway. My favourite was Chi Min, with his stuffed newspapers boobs. BYE Magaret Poh.

I tried packing my bag for Shang Hai but it seems all screwed up. Kind of lost my appetite to eat so had cereals for dinner. Now I understand why Wen Jia drinks Farmhouse milk. It tastes..

Good. Not with cereals. :)

It provides more calcium compared to HL Milk, I think.

Sunday, October 22, 2006
{ 9:42 PM

There's going to be a long post but you'll know what to read if you're reading.

TRAINING IS ONLY ON THURSDAY NEXT WEEK. I DON'T THINK IT'S RIGHT TO SAY WONDERFULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL BUT :) :) :)

I've spent 20 minutes blog surfing just only. Yet i hate how sometimes i link to new sites.

On some moody occasions, being with your family or being alone is good.

Nearly everybody's not going to school tomorrow. I'm going and there are several GOOD reasons why.

1.Cause there's EL Enrichment.
2.There's Project Runway.
3.Geraldine's going.
4.It's the last week of school.

Without Raymond and guys, EL ENRICHMENT TOMORROW WOULD BE REALLY BORING. What's more is Project Runway. Brenda, Graci, Isabel and Wen Jia wouldn't be around too tomorrow. Who else. ZzzzzzzzzzZzzzzzz. :(

This whole week was of good food. Seoul Garden, Subway, Sakae, Bk, Bk, Mac, Mos Burger, New York New York, Kfc. I need Milk for strong bones.

Yesterday was rather tiring yet really enjoyable, starting with breakfast. Got up few minutes after 8, and had nice hotcakes afterwards. ^^

Met Wen Jia at Tamp Interchange at 11 and we took 22 all the way down to Joo Seng road. Just me and Favourite Person, thanks to the map and the bus driver, we figured our way down to the Converse Warehouse Sale. We're good place seekers. ;)

So we started shopping. Went down next to Parkway, Graci joined us there, then to Bugis where we joined up with Alicia, then to City Hall and we got the gifts from Peninsular after which we sent Alicia off. We had Fried Mars Bars then went to Marina Square, then Suntec where Wen Jia didn't get any bag, and then rushed all the way to Marina just for Graci to get the Zara shirt.

We settled at New York New York for dinner at near 10 where we had pasta, drinks and candy floss. Wen Jia went to find her friend at the Esplanade and then DXO and surprisingly I met sister. She actually got the tickets at $15 while Wen Jia was trying to sell it. And so I didn't see her at all till today evening and she's out again. Train-ed back last night. Thanks to Wen Jia's father I managed to reach home a few minutes before 12. :)

So actually I just meant that I was out for more than half the day, and went practically everywhere from the East. Tampines Aljunied Parkway Bugis City Hall and of course Hometown Simei.

To sum up yesterday, I really enjoyed with you all. <3
I hate to be known as somebody's stand-by, especially yours. Maybe all these while you're just telling me, we're over. What hell shit is holding on and I hate how memories come up everywhere. I'm really confused.

Haven't watched Bleach for a very long time, and movies.

LETS HAVE GOOD FOOD SOON AGAIN BEFORE GOING TO SHANG HAI

Friday, October 20, 2006
{ 7:42 PM

http://julianlow-.blogspot.com/2006/09/age-and-sex.html

Interesting Post to read

{ 7:29 PM

There're lesser people in school, and people are coming in later. I'm sorry Geraldine for we were 3 trains later than usual today. Hua Yu hasn't been in school for two days i think, and I think Bel may be on medical leave on monday. I can't remember who else yet.

Educational Talk Sexuality talk during the two plus hours of school today. It was good, yet made me feel #$%^&. From parents to Jason Lim and Girl and Vanessa, Alicia, Amelia, Sam, Benedict, John, whatever to Public display of Affection, Myth 1 2 3 4 and Mythbusters 1 2 3 4. Guys can't resist temptation and so on. Kinda interesting yet it was tiring listening.

My knee joint had been hurting if i bent it ever since the morning. So someone tell me it's alright and it'll be okay tomorrow. :)

I LIKE THE CLASS PICTURES. I HOPE THE SHIRTS ARE ABLE TO BE DONE SOON and i think Yan Tze came today.

1 more week left for school and Shang Hai, so wonderful. zzZ

Went to Eastpoint bk for breakfast-break after school today. We didn't really discuss much, or rather Eunice, Michelle and Kheng Soon did most of the job. Jonathan if you're here, lend me books! Little Man wasn't really funny and Monster House was rather entertaining. I think the Haze makes one tired and unable to open their eyes, and it causes breathing problems and etc.

There'll be Beep test next week, meeting mum for dinner soon, and Shopping tomorrow! I wanna catch Death Note sometime soon! Hopefully I'll be able to get them to go. :) :) :) Bless my knee.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006
{ 10:30 PM

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too.


When you're caring for someone, theres always room for change.

A thankful person is a happy person. - mrs goh

hell i'm feeling like shit. tomorrow's a new day. credits are given. click on it.

{ 9:56 PM

Night times are getting rather boring.

I'm feeling sour today, which shouldn't be it. Yesterday and two days ago was rather better. :(

We had training which was really tiring. My whole body's aching. But I guess trainings are rather fun. It'd help us or rather I shed weight, with what we or rather I've been eating all this week. :)

SAKAE today with Sue-Ean, Brenda, Graci, Louisa and Wen Jia. We managed 35 plates, plus Udon, dessert, drinks, but I think we really had more. It was really filling, but I'm hungry now again. Omg probably my appetite's good. FOR THE SAKAE MEAL TODAY WAS REALLY A LOT. :)

Wen Jia have started designing the tee. My favourite person's really efficient. ;)

My bad, I seemed to be asking you to go away. Thank you for being my friend. You're really great.

School today was worse than yesterday. Why? One reason.

EL Enrichment would be another reason tomorrow. The name of the instructor doesn't even sounds appealing at all, moreover how she is. I'm tired. I'm thinking rather too much. I need to sleep now and meet Geraldine for school tomorrow. :)

Sigh. I don't want to be concerned or think anymore, it's really tough and uncontrollable. I'm hating it. :'( lol.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006
{ 8:53 PM

Hello. Putting aside training, today in school sucked. Between, there was EL Enrichment and Inter-class competition today. A speaker giving us a course, when she cant even attract our attention?! $250-$680 for a course with her is just practically not worth it.

I'm still feeling really lousy about myself for today.

Training was good, after which I accompanied Wen Jia to meet her friend and I saw Sasha, Mark-the-rapist-who's-really-short and this other guy. Just because she asked. ;)

We had dinner at Subway and got cookies. YOU DONT HAVE TO FEEL GUILTY MY FAVOURITE PERSON, IT'S ALRIGHT THOUGH THEY DIDNT WANT THE TICKETS. YOU WEREN'T DRAGGING ME ALONG. :)

I've been eating a lot. We're going for Sakae buffet tomorrow, after supposedly-five-hours-of-training, and I'm looking forward to it. I need to fall asleep at night, I need rest and I need to take care of myself. Bye people, take care too. :)

Guys are really rough people. Take care of your ankles! Get what I mean? :)

Here are pictures I really liked that were taken with Andrea's MP4 yesterday. Look at how our team's enjoying.


This is Wen Jia. ^^








Geraldine's really adorable in this picture!






There are 100+ pictures taken and I can't possibly upload all even though they're nice. There was also food and stuff. You can check out Alicia's blog or Andrea's.

I THINK WE'RE REALLY LOVELY <3

Monday, October 16, 2006
{ 10:42 PM

今天的午餐吃得好累, Nevertheless, it was still great. Plus at the playground, after which at Wen Jia's house playing Halo 2. :)

Blogger takes really long to upload pictures, so i'll leave great pictures for tomorrow. ;)

Thank you team, for having today's lunch together. :)

LOVE YOU ALL <3

I just passed Zuo Wen with a 32. Gong Han, 15. Paper, 72.5. Oral, 18. These are my most disappointing Chinese Results. But I'm really grateful for Oral.

So this is what I've gotten back after a few hours in the air-con hall today & last friday.

77 for Geography Paper.
35 / 50 for English.
87 for Math.
69 for Chinese.
74.5 for History.
76.5 for Science.

What else is there.

I love my bAobeii. I love my Team. I love Adeline. I really am hoping Ivan stays.

I can't wait if we're working in the holidays. :)

EL Enrichment tomorrow, Inter-class competition tomorrow, Training tomorrow, and my thighs still hurt! :(

Have an early night people, goodbye. :)

Sunday, October 15, 2006
{ 12:06 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEE HAN SWEETIE !!

Though I don't know if you'll be here. :)

It's still hazy. But I'll want school. There'll be donut breakfast tomorrow, so i gonna sleep by 11 tonight. I hope we'll have a wonderful Seoul Garden Lunch! :D

Two more weeks of school, and it'll be the Shanghai trip real soon. It'll probably be some last times with Wen Jia in Anglican.. But it shall be a great one. :)

I'll miss you. I'll miss your laughter. I'll miss you My Favourite Person.

There're many things that are more-worth-thinking I guess. I shan't be thinking about someone who doesn't seems to want to bother. It gradually seems like nothing has happened, and two years are going to be over. I'll be living my life. But there's still memories.. And I know something-though-I-don't-know-what still exists. ><

I hate knowing it's sudden hot or sudden cold.

ZzzZz. It will be post-exams week. But it'll be great. Bye!

Friday, October 13, 2006
{ 6:14 PM

REPLY TO GERALDINE ^^ ;

YES it was fun playing during recess today! And stay happy and cheerful too Geraldine and trainings will be starting soon!! I'll smile with both mouths if I have TWO. :D :D :D LOL. I'll see you on monday Geraldine!! I can't wait if we team could have a really fabulous lunch together! And I won't be late and we'll have donut breakfast! :) :) :)

After exams have been becoming quite boring I guess. Nevertheless, friends are still great. Thank you Andrea and Alicia for today! Though we didn't have Swensens, but I hope we'll have a great lunch on Monday! :)

I like running to the Mrt station. Haha. ><

It's TWO more WEEKS to CHINA! :) :) :)

I know there'll be people who will miss me. Hahaha. I'll miss Geraldine and Mummy, and FAMILY and netball and mates. LOL. Oh ya! I'll miss Piglet by my side while I'm sleeping too. And Adeline's cute little duckie night light. Haha. :)

Yesterday was to celebrate Yee Han's birthday! :) :) :)

So asked Alicia along, and 4 of us had Fish & Co for lunch. The meal was very filling, and there was the hot fudge chocolate cake after it. Yum. So we went on to Marina's kbox and sang. Britney's songs were really Hot compared to the Chinese Songs. Singing was really not bad. ^^

ANYWAY! John Tucker Must Die ain't showing anymore. T.T

But there's still Dvds and such. And people still owe me movie treats! Haha. =p

Okay there was this person on the train who had probably changed his sex, pointing his finger at us and ranting #%&amp;amp;amp;!@%^&@#$*!%^ when we just turned our heads. Lazy to mention it though, it was unpleasant and not worth a mention. :)

We went playing ball game today during recess. It was really great perspiring. Science was interesting, learning about a girl with XYY chromosomes? Mdm Hidayah's back anyway, Math's result was alright, and I guess that's the only subject that's done with marking and we've gotten back. OH YA, NOT FORGETTING ACC, which I managed an A2. Lol.

Majority's watching Gong which they say is really interesting! Okay I shall chiong Bleach this weekend! Then I'll probably watch Gong too. I'm following the crowd. Haha. See ya! :)

Take care, I guess. (:

Oh ya, we've signed the team, 10 of us up for the Captain's Ball inter-class competition. The closing date for entry is Sunday, and there's currently only 3 sec ones class participating. :(

Lol oops. So yup, that's all. :)

Wednesday, October 11, 2006
It's been a month { 7:11 PM

I liked smiling at Mr Mok whenever he gives us our papers or collect it. It had been 3 days at the air-con hall and the papers are over. Maybe the 3 days felt like nothing much.

Had a really nice lunch with Ci Hui and Geraldine, maybe I'm just not destined to catch John Tucker Must Die. It doesn't matter. It's just like Monster House. There'll still be the disc anyway. We shared many things for lunch, after which we had minimelts. (:

We met Wen Jia and found out that Brenda did an hilarious thing.

Hi Alicia, are you dropping by here? I've not asked you, so how was today? :)

Maybe tomorrow will be better. (:

I really've got to say. Now the whole group's splitting up. You've left us neutral parties trying to persuade you, while it's going really tough with the others. You think you can just leave it your way and ignore it like that? Can't you be more open-minded? You are really selfish.

I'm just getting myself feeling really apologetic, like I didn't want to make either side get really bad. But it is really difficult. Maybe the right thing to do now is to leave my hands off it. It's not worth it getting myself bothered like this. Maybe you're thinking, next year you wouldn't be with us anyway, and it won't really matter. But that's a really mean way of thinking.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Happiness Is Mine to Control { 5:55 PM

Hey. It's going to be one month, how're you feeling? How have you been? Maybe you ain't down at all already. We're still moving on. Everything for us seemed to had become more superficial now. Is that it? Maybe, i'm just glad if everything's going on well. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARE! :) :) :)

I overslept today and Geraldine walked up herself I guess.. What's more is that I had actually planned to get up at 3 for history. Waking up at 6.30 instead was rather late, and I noticed I've been snoozing my alarm for the 3 hours plus.

English and History Papers are over. They're the ones that troubled me a lot and the ones I felt really nervous about. Geraldine tried helping me, I guess it did a little. I'm really thankful. (:

I can't let Mrs Koh down, plus the fact I chose history for next year. You can't deny Mrs Koh's rather cute at times, or should I just say adorable. She's really likeable. ;)

I'm glad there was still time after I've finished the English Paper. Tomorrow'll be Chinese and Science, I seem to be forgetting all that I've learnt last time, yet I'm lazy to revise. I feel really tired this afternoon. It's hazy again. Maybe it'll get worse tomorrow? Speaking about tomorrow.. I got it.

I'll be done with downloading bleach soon, and I've watched more than half of it over the days already. I'm really glad exams are going to be over soon, then I'll get more books. Or finish Brenda's Da Vinci. Or watch all the discs of Wen Jia's and Wen Mei's, find a course, catch movies, and move along, getting ready for next year unless something really unexpected comes along. (:

Today Alicia said I'm more positive than last time. So this is the second time I know, I wasn't that positive last time. I didn't know, I thought I was. Thank you for telling me, for I like to know more about myself.

Define "petty person not worthy of your friendship."

Did I do something wrong?

Monday, October 09, 2006
{ 3:34 PM

Yesterday night was meant to suck perhaps, with father, mother and brother screaming and !^&@&!%&!#. Mum told us to go sleep and left, while everyone just went back to the room and father went to sleep early.

Just had lunch with Wen Jia, Louisa, Chun Kit, Hua Yu and Matthew. And we got sweets and chocolates for a present. ~ (:

Today was the start of the exams. It's only a 3-day examination period, so 1 day down, 2 more to go. There seemed a lot to write for the papers, i guess even for english, history, chinese and science perhaps. Maybe compre gonna suck. I need to go start on history zzz.

Lee Ying- 'Perhaps. Probably. Maybe. I guess.'

Surprisingly, I'm not affected yeah?

Sunday, October 08, 2006
{ 2:43 AM


The wedding dinner earlier on was good. The bridegroom sang, ate bread spreaded with chilli, and had to recognise the bride's lipstick mark just to fetch the bride. Just from the video it felt really blissful though we actually don't know nearly everyone there. Fourth Aunt seemed really happy, who isn't when their daughter's getting married? (:

This young cousin was rude who called his mother a flirt, shui xing yang hua just for talking awhile longer with another cousin and uncle, and he said his father pao niu when he just walked off for awhile. o.O

The food was good and but the desert was just not my taste, you can't deny the server was rather cute and stuff while another seemed rude or irritating. Lol. Conrad Hotel I see.

I've been really careless with math. Done with geography today morning, so I'm left with history and probably Science. Jia you people! ^^

Just 4 more days. Weee~ (:

Oh ya. I'm so sad people don't recognise me. T.T

Brother 'si' 'teh' 'kia', 'Wa' 'si' 'orh' 'kia', 'Li' 'wo' 'mur' 'zai' 'si' se' 'mi' 'kia'. T.T

Friday, October 06, 2006
{ 9:30 PM

Am I becoming insignificant too. Books and grades are gradually to me. I would only love a 70.

Happy Lantern Festival yet I'm not out carrying lanterns. But I've got Green Tea Mooncakes for dinner now.

I'm worried. Terribly worried. For One un-learn-able Subject two days ago. I'm using Bleach to destress. I'm delighted. Weee~

5 days later and I'll be distracted plus worrying about the majority against one. China would be something to look forward to instead. Bye.

{ 4:46 PM

So we didn't have Sakae Sushi today. Home from Eastpoint after Lunch with 8 of them and Geraldine at Bk today. So we went sportslink and've spent quite some time there. (:

Tried staying us last night with sis, but I couldnt take it before 1 and went to sleep already. >.<

Today's the last lesson with 2G. I hope it ain't anything emo to get about? Exams are around the corner and I have to start on revising history and many about geog. Hmmm. Next wednesday will be really tough just thinking how about the one single person and the majority. :(

Yesterday was the last lesson of Dnt. I remember at the start I was really disappointed about getting 7 or 7.5/10 for the first part of the folio, and I really hated it. But there was him pushing me along. When I nearly gave up again, I thank people like Bel and Graci. I've got to thank Louisa and Mr Lim for helping me in making a toy though I didn't really bother about the quality. (:

I'm thinking, I'm thinking. I know I used to belong to you, who always told me to have confidence, maybe if I was to have a best friend, you would be my best friend in secondary school or throughout. The third over my fourteen years but only one for now. (:

Probably now's just different about friends. I think I haven't always done my part. I wonder how Ler Ling's doing. I wonder how Irene's doing.

Geraldine's probably right. There's nothing to get sad about if I don't enter triple, for she said 'But I' haven't been studying. In the first place what can I do about english? Just one more pathetic mark. I don't expect to excel already, qualifying would matter rather better.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006
{ 9:20 PM

我的阿麽千里迢迢从中国福建镇摇啊摇，摇到外婆桥，然后摇到新加坡，和阿公结成了婚姻的终生伴侣。然后生下了爹地。爹地长大后，就遇见了妈咪。见到妈咪的时候，爹地垂涎三尺，庄严和认真的他，冰冷的心都给妈妈溶化掉了。

一天，妈妈终于称心答应爹地，心甘情愿地作他的女朋友。他们就在那天约会，到了张灯结彩的乌节路。那天是圣诞节的前夕，路上挂着许多五彩缤纷的灯火、各种各样的妆饰，这些物儿都相映成趣。调皮的妈妈怂恿爸爸去踢掉那碍眼的垃圾桶，爸爸雄伟地去踢倒了那些桶，妈妈称颂着他好。路人以异样的眼神瞧爹地，后来也是被骂，真是咎由自取！

他们就是整天游逛着乌节路，从目不暇接的礼物店和商品店购买了许多互相赠送的礼物。忽然，乌云蔽日，想继续逛街的妈妈开始静了下来，脸上露出不太爽快的样子，就扑在爸爸的肩膀上呜咽着。结果发现妈妈的钱包不翼而飞了！

(author's note: 我已经在捧腹大笑了啦！啊哈哈！)

心坎担忧的爸爸，这时趴在地上，双手合十地求神拜佛，哀求他们把钱包恩赐给回他们。忽然，一个用批造成的钱包从天而降，真是奇迹啊!

(author's note:
小朋友们，这完全是从我非常无聊的想象力而成的，请勿乱求神拜佛，否则会天打雷劈的喔！
咳，古风犹存，这种东西如果可以发生，我会多么地开心呀!)

爸爸这时留意到钱包里有个戒指，忽然仿效着他的偶像：周润发，缓缓地从钱包中拿出戒指，相妈咪呈现他对她的感情可是痴心一片的。（哎哟，发展太快了吧？）扣人心弦的妈妈也真是的，那么直截了当！一说情就说行，答应成为爸爸的妻子。爸爸也就在这时，扼制不了自己的性情，津津有味地吻着妈妈。那晚，就是他们俩人生中，最漫长，最浪漫的一晚，那个事件仍永远历历在两人的记忆里。

到了家门，整个气氛又变了，所谓山雨欲来风满楼，阿麽已经提心吊胆，担心的要命的瞪着爸爸。

爸爸：“爸... 不，妈，我回来了！“（哎哟，周杰伦还没出生哎！）
阿麽：“要死啊你！这么迟才回来！*妞妞妞妞地继续叮嘱着*

爸爸后来也受到阿公的苛责。阿公阿麽对爹地谈恋爱的偏见可见是多么地根深蒂固呀！爸爸就跑到他房间，捡起那内容乏味、故事冗长的书本，沉默地低声念着。但在她心里面，却无法专心，从五个小时前就开始‘眷恋’着妈咪。想啊想，后来还是打瞌睡了... ...

Crappy Chinese Post- McJonathan Dot Blogspot

I recall that Isabel's parents had been Childhood Sweethearts. Woah that's the sweetest thing ever.

What a !%&%&*@$^* person I am. What in the hell was I trying to say yesterday thats causing a friend? Hell there's Dnt tomorrow.

{ 4:16 PM

Everyday's a better day.

Just got back home from Lunch at Eastpoint Kobayashi with Wen Jia, Chun Kit, Matthew and Hua Yu. Through Chun Kit I see some weak sides of man=guys, but sadly not everyone's like him of course.

I realized I had been saying out the grudges just like that today. Probably because it wasn't feeling good in me. Maybe it wasn't correct doing so. But his actions really amused me, and my feelings have been that he's still not bad though after all.

Anyway it's weird that its not only one who said that whatever had been predicted, but probably three, four or five. Yet I don't trust those instincts. However I trust the faith in oneself and the other party.

Well anyway it was really funny with them. We spent quite some time talking about many different sort of stuff, including like reasons why guys could also still be at the losing end. I forgot how it was linked, probably from gays.

Matthew's licking action was uggggh. Lol. So it was like, imagine a girl sneezes, or gets really hungry and put a bun around? CHOMP.

O.o Do you know, for the World Record, the longest one recorded is 27cm? That was shared by Hua Yu. Interesting. Lol.

I'm feeling more exhausted as the days go by. I'm sure many others too. Exams are coming and I'm left with.. Okay practically every subject's undone. Sis's laughing in her sleep. ^^

Tuesday, October 03, 2006
{ 8:10 PM

I've been feeling that there's much tension around on matters besides studying.

Went to Siglap Gelare with Graci and Wen Jia where we studied and ate a lot. I'm pretty confident we'll manage 90 for ting xie tomorrow. I hope so. :)

There was this person who've got scars all over her hand.

Favourite person's really upset about
.
Shan't say further.

I managed to get every letter of the signs into my head, but
is one that's really tough to remember.

Eating and reading notes is an Enjoyment. I can't get what people's really mugging about. There's just no exam mood that is even going on currently. Can you feel anything?

Bleach is so much simpler. ;-)

Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through

Monday, October 02, 2006
{ 9:15 PM

If time is wearing things out, why is there nothing I can do? It just shows how incapable I am in conquering it, no I am not going to let myself fall. I dont want those words once spoken to me unkept, I dont want to let myself wait for time to really pass and make things weary. I don't want to lose the trust i've really trusted towards the promise and now it seems like I'm really staking everything on it. Everything around can't stop making me dream but still purely wake up to the very fact, I dont know at all what's the situation now. I'm a sensitive shit person just like a human being. I've been making myself feel terrible all the time, but it seems that no matter how tired i am, I just want to keep myself wide awake but oblivious to any permanent fact that may happen. I really can't control my emotions now, for all the time I've never felt that I've got really much I can say for that it may affect anything. So I stick to my determination which will be keeping me strong and going.

You know why i'm not one who can give confidence? Cause I've kept all for myself for I'm a selfish freak who can't share my only strength to keep me going. Without it I know I will fall and just because I don't have the courage to be dependant on others. Confidence is telling me, I got to maintain the positive way. Who cares a shit like what fuck may happen, time may be the obstacle right? I don't care whether you this damn time will be making it fade, I'm winning you time, for you come here only for a second and you're gone. It may be bad time now for me now but your mates are the one who will be making things better for me soon someday. You may be playing a game with me, you may be existing right now, but NOW you're gone and just exist as memories. Goodbye time as I'm typing right now. You're going away, while I'm still here. I will make friends with those time who will make things better for me. They're coming I know. I trust my faith, I trust my determination. I need to learn how to give my confidence away. Whether others tell you its worth it or not Ly, you know the answer is in yourself. It's not for others to tell you. You know what you will always choose, the optimistic way. Whether what negative things in your mind that may be misleading you. But you got to know it's not all the time it's only you alone who choose the way you want, there's the other party. Yes he can't know what you're thinking, so it maybe wouldn't even bother the person. But there's still faith, there's still hope. Meanwhile, face it Ly.

thank you yet sorry to you who dont take sorries from me.

The top portion is a self muttering nonsensical post.