Sunday, December 31, 2006
Farewell { 9:32 PM
Today, I feel like a cheapo. Why do I feel like i'm trying to cling unto somebody, when it's obvious that he'd rather leave me alone than being with me.. But never mind I know I'll be fine. I'm kind of bored, sometimes it comes to me that while we may be counting down to the new year 2007, grandma's counting down on the bed to... Sigh. I guess this is life.
Soon we'll be bidding goodbye to 2006, :)
Here I am having no countdown parties to go to, and i cant deny the fact that i'm actually envious of brother just because they're going to countdown together. Oh well.. :)
Rather a summary.
This year, I know I grew. I gained more insight on stuff, and I experienced more than I ever did. It took just these 12 months and bonds were made, yet at the same time, bonds were broken. The bond I really appreciate were those with my team mates. It started off with the PESS carnival at 2005, where we achieved all the way to the second position that faithful day together. This year's tournament just made us grow together, the Damai game was one of the best in my life with you all.. I love all our SPTs, where we'll be pushing ourselves hard and no one's complaining. Well i'll miss that, won't you?
I'm sorry for the whole front of this year I was neglecting my friends. This year, all the good classmates I had, even being part of Solution13, the fun and simple outings together and all. These last few months of 2006 were one of the best. Walking up the hill to school with Geraldine, all the good food in the last few days of school, the trainings and friendlys in the holidays, that shopping day with wenjia and graci, the shanghai trip, the bbqs, the movie marathons and later nights. I became more open with friends. In all, I gained more freedom unknowingly.
I tried a guy's life to me for a night, hanging out at lan for near 5 hours. I learnt Dota, and i'm undoubtly impressed by how my brother plays. (Especially last night but I know i'll have to keep it a secret)
This year, I gained more closer friends. Yet some, I threw them away. I'm sorry cheongheng, for breaking my promise to you this holiday. I dont know if you'll be here to see this, but i guess you also know it's different for us to talk, thus it was hard for you to say goodbye.
Time is passing and things are changing for me. All those matters that I'm being bothered with, I know they'll fall back in place some time.
For 2007. Joining blaze was a decision to make, cause i'm really hoping it'll push me in netball further, though I only want to play for the next two years, for i'm actually bored of it now. Yet I cant ensure how i'll feel 2 years later..
I have to thank somebody, for all the love he had given me, though some times i could see how i didnt treasure him, how i realized i actually cared about my pride, how i realized now I can actually see so many things now, such as how we're both throwing each other away. It became kind of hard to control my emotions, actions and all even though I can see, sadly. I miss you by my side, yet there's nothing i can do.
I'm sorry for all the unpleasant things that happened to us which even affected the people around us. I guess I was partly at fault too. I'm sorry to you all, sorry to make you worry my sis, yet now, I miss you not being at home you know? When are you coming back?
Thanks for I know you care my real brother. Thank you my favourite person, Geraldine, all my really good chit-chatty team-mates, my gf and kor though it's a long time since i last saw them, 2G, and still sometimes i have to thank my parents. This time i could see what's happening within my family though I'm still helpless about it, but nevertheless, I feel deeper feelings, plus I had learnt a lot from mum, a down-to-earth person. I'm thankful she's here in my family. :)
I know this will be my best year in my first 10 years of schooling. This long post looks more like a will now lah. Haha. I decided i'll barge into mum's room and wish her a happy new year when the clock strikes 12!! :)
Goodbye 2006, (it's not goodbye to you wen jia,)
Happy 2007ear ! let's look back sometimes
After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
but she's crying while she's saying this
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her weddingdress
but she cryed while she was saying this
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
I can still hear her say.......
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
Boy, I always think we're strong.
Have a Merry Year Ahead! <3
Jie, Kor, Mum and Father.
Teng Rui.
Wen Jia, Geraldine, Louisa, Alicia, Andrea, Ci Hui, Xinling, Wan Qi & Graci.
Gf, Kit, Wb, Cy, Jl, Ch, DECENT CLOSE FRIEND.
Shuttlers(Brenda, tinGz, Bel, Sue-Ean, Pan, Chi Koong, and i wonder if the rest comes here...) , Sweetheart, Mingryan, tt-people, Zj, (All these guys I once played maple with), 2G.
Ks, Clare and Eunice.
And those merry people of 2H. Hahaha.
AND HERE SPECIALLY FOR YOU:
All the best to you, favourite person! ;)
Oh yes, Ivan and Li Meng too!
Saturday, December 30, 2006
describe a bas____, without a sorry { 9:54 AM
Yesterday night had been unpleasant again.
But this time I wasnt at fault I know. And it feels like shit to be wronged. I dont deserve to be told off with 'Wtf' do I? Worse thing, I didnt even get to hear your voice at all and I got this? If you're pissed with your comp you're pissed with me and you dont even want to reply, i can see why i couldnt even bring myself to call you to clarify at all. You obviously dont bother.
What rubbish is this for me. I jolly well wonder whether you even bother to know what you're doing. So Dota rocks for you, homework rocks for me. Yay.
What a jerk. Homework. Maybe sometime soon I'll need somebody else to talk. Like mates! Lol.... :/
I feel so cheated sometimes. Sianzzzzzz i'll have to be strong for the new year. Kind of weird if I dont have friends to bother, but never mind. I know I have. So i'm kind of think-skinned already. I think i'll make new friends next year, but of course there's still mates. We'll all still get along I bet. Haha. I'm glad I know 3 from my class already excluding me. :)
New shoes today most probably. So I'll maintain uber happy and forget the past night which got me up so early in the morn. :D
Queensway later I hope. I desperately need a pair of sports shoes. Queensway on the 2nd too! :)
Friday, December 29, 2006
let me love you long time { 9:27 PM
New Year's coming. I decided besides needing a new pair of sports shoes, I need school shoes, slippers, a bag and a wallet! :D
(All because you all say I cant wear non-sports/white based shoes to school!! :( )
I'm so worried about going to 3K next year. Five stories to climb everyday you know!!!! It was not even 1 last time!! But you know, every class don't sound so fine anyway. >:(
ARGH BUT MINGRYANMOND ARE AT 3G!!! WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN WITHOUT MY SWEETHEART AND TIAN YU DI CONCERTS!!! T.T
Kk who cares. =p Hopefully they'll just be below. I'll stomp on the ground till the ceiling falls on them HAHAHAHAHA. There's the long awaited Death Note 2 appointment on the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. And of course breakfast with mates!!! How great will that be for a start?!?! ^^
It's the weekend and New Year's coming real soon. Yet there's nobody to countdown with me... Matezzz aren't free for any countdown party! Sob............ :'(
Lolol. I just realized I didn't start out netball for passion. But my team mates are really the best people. Love you all! <3
Especially all our chit-chatting sessions. Hehehehehehe LOL.
Take care of you ankle Andrea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Omg man everybody's zi-highing today. Haha. I'm so bothered I got loads of homework left aside. Mummy's telling me I'm lazy. :/ lalala I want my new shoes! ^^
I got a long awful scratch today but who cares la. I didn't cut my nails too. =p
I just wanna love somebody but I get so bothered all the time. La dee da. Slowly anyway<3. I'm sick of getting pissed all the time. I'm so glad these Iron losing days are gonna be over. :)
There's Jie and Kor in recess next year. :)
Thursday, December 28, 2006
how does it feels being desired, not by the heart but for the body? { 7:41 PM
HEY GERALDINE! I KNOW YOU DO COME HERE. THANKS FOR ASKING TODAY YOU KNOW. HI! :)
Favourite person, where'd you move to? :)
Hey all, ____ing yay. I'm allocated to 3K next year. There's Brenda and Graci!
With an umbrella standing in the rain. And how does it feels watching the back figure of somebody walking away, but you want to call out yet he's too far to listen, and when he turns back he doesnt sees you?
Fucking bitter. Never once even when nothing happened as i stay there waiting i feel like my tears are gonna flow out any moment.
Dear Lee Ying. Stop the ____ all the time. I added it here and there and deleted it afterwards.
5th day of Dota~ I'm a fucking feeder. Imagine everybody losing balls and being castrated by 14-year-old girls. Fuck wouldnt exist anymore. I am so sorry there's just something going wrong over me.
Omg I don't know what am I going to do on court now that tournament's nearing. NEW SHOES. Damn school's reopening first. HOMEWORK.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
if love with you could be comfortable with silence. how great would it be? { 8:41 PM
I expected today to be homeworking day, but i went to spend hours off with grandma watching television programmes. :)
After watching Love Actually, it tells me Christmas should be spent with those you love. I didnt regret going for Yu Him's chalet, (for it's his 7th birthday today and there was a soccer field chocolate cake for him yesterday) you know family arent very bad after all. I just wished my whole family could be there.
And so I sent greeting msgs to mates on the first night. Then I decided to send to all those nice people in the second. It came to me that joy should be shared plus they spreaded joy to me. :)
Ahh it's a long time since i've spoken with gf, and how upset i am for i didnt wish him a Merry Christmas. Come here and see this please!!!
MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS TO YOU GF!!!!!! :) :) :)
I need to start countdowning my homework, just like how we could countdown for new year. I wish there's going to be a New Year party!!!!! :)
(but you never know how much i would like to be with you now will you? the hug felt so good but i really wonder how you were feeling. do you know how lost i could get just thinking about you with no matter what you do? it sucks so much to see how indifferent you are towards me now. i just want to be able to hold your hands once more, or even look into your eyes once more, and i really wish that i could tell you that i love you like i once could. i really wish we could just go straight back together and be like before, otherwise just tell me two words. Move On. if you're afraid of regretting then would you like to give up and not try anymore? please why is it like a torture now and you tell me i did the same thing to you? maybe you just dont feel anything now like how i was and it seems like everything i was then is just how you are now. do you know it only felt slightly bitter for me then? i wonder how is it to you. maybe you feel like it's a sweet taste of revenge.)
and it seems like no one's bothering. dont wipe my tears and make me feel rotten the other minute. nobody uses fuck on me just like you do and it feels so wrong.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Tails on either side { 9:43 PM
The past 2 days made me feel closer to my team mates. You all are really great! <3
Family problems day, MEETING AT 7AM. I was late so they got out of the train and waited for me. Friendly with tkgs and yup. It was soon over. We all bathed and went shopping next, then there was the netball bbq at night. How nice. :) :) :)
THE WORSE PART WAS GOING HOME. Leaving Pasir ris park at 10 plus, we all scared the souls out of ourselves. Sorry if I started it! Alicia, Amanda, Wen Jia & Louisa!!!
Anw I love the chocolate beads from Ci Hui!! :)
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Next day, 8 AM. I was late and they got down at my stop again. =x
GMSS game was like shit. I think I really wasnt ready. I'm not sure what went wrong over me. Perhaps I brought outside stuff into my head during court time. I was so frustrated. I played like some loser and it feels like i'm really disappointing my team mates. It was exceptionally terrible when I couldnt control my actions and emotions and just wanted to express my anger on court. I understand why coach shouted at me.. :(
I dreaded the long day that I was supposed to have afterwards. But I have to thank my team mates again, and Xinling for her hug. After that I guess we all felt better, then game with Ngee Ann Poly was better too already. :)
They're nicer, perhaps cause knowing that most of us are 14? Haha.
But my blister, KNEE/thigh/calf, palm/wrist seemed bad. ESPECIALLY MY STUPID BUTT/BACK/TAILBONE. Thankfully my ankle's alright already I hope. :(
Blaze AGM meeting wasnt bad. In fact, actually the people around are all rather nice. It was more about eating and talking, and we're getting attires with our names next time!! :)
At 10+ we're still taking the train from Bukit Batok.................. Then today's meeting was at 9 AM. :)
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Cake baking with Ci Hui at Wen Jia's place. Sadly, comments by those at the housewarming were that the taste wasnt strong enough or something. At least Yi Cheng liked it if I am not wrong, and Li Meng says although the taste isnt strong but you couldnt help but want a second bite.
I guess we added too much cocoa powder and too little strawberry flavouring. First attempt at cake baking except perhaps during homec? (Dont you think of Mrs Chan?!?!) I thought I could try something different for a christmas gift.
And I thought we planned to do HOMEWORK at Li Meng's housewarming!!!!!!!!! Hahaha nvm good host did a great job by chasing us out at 8pm. LOL. Decided to head home, so here I am now.
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Why lose passion? We're all a team. We are supposed to be there for one another. I'm thankful we're a team. We only get this chance for 4 years. (Maybe 2 with Wen Jia:( ) Yet honestly I envy us rather than the other batches, cause you know, you all know blahblahblah.....
We should all work for one another. We shouldnt let it be for reasons such us we dont like anybody, or we think we have to fight several things alone.. We let it get really stressful for oneself. All of us do bother about netball in our hearts. We all fought once for it together. Don't you think sometimes we have to listen cause sometimes it's really better for all of us together, even if not for you alone, cause we're a team playing together? Or when we have injuries, we shouldnt force ourselves yet we can talk it out and we provide support for each other during court?
At least I think my team mates will listen to me better than anybody else now...... Even when I want to talk, you wouldnt be there to listen. Maybe this time it's getting too tough for me instead..
Maybe someone can give me a knee guard for Christmas?
ONE WEEK FOR THE DAMNED HOMEWORK. OMG wtf 2 jian bao, 3 ke wen, zuo wen, chinese summary and eng book report in one week?!?! I'm glad me and Yi Cheng knows SGYY's optional. Wahaha:D
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
{ 11:34 AM
I AM !@#$%^& BORED. GIVE ME 10 QUARTERS TO PLAY LIKE YESTERDAY. GIVE ME THE CEILING TO JUMP!!!!!
Lol. Shopping anyone? Alicia pang seh-ed cause she's tired lol. :(
Monday, December 18, 2006
I need a hug Someone { 6:06 PM
Li Meng was a good host lol. So I lost to Yi Cheng, Jasper, Kenneth and Julian in Dota.
Brother, why doesnt anyone turn the bad situation good all the time? You tell me the right things which nobody does. It's so tough. Coupledom suck at this time.
I just want to be there for you once more. Yet perhaps you dont want nor need me there anymore.. I just realized I got a God damn strong pride
I cant type further. Now it's my turn to call out. Anybody, I need to chill.
It's always a question. Who do I turn to when the skies fall down? :(
Saturday, December 16, 2006
{ 11:24 AM
Woke up at 8 yesterday and woke favourite person up as well I guess.
Friendly at Dunman. I was late at meeting them, but Louisa was later. Haha. Okay we won. Many of us didnt have breakfast but we had sips of Louisa's Redbull. :)
Lunched with Sis and Jovin. Hot Fudge Chocolate Cake was still the best. Thanks Jie for the meal! And the 5 candies from Fish! <3
I ended up reading Cleo for an hour while waiting for them to get their medicure and pedicure done. Lol it wasted my time but I was just in time to meet Alicia and Ci Hui next. They both slept in the afternoon, unlike me and Xinling. ><
Blaze was good. Although the Nanyang girls weren't there, the remaining formed 8 of us and the Blaze seniors. The game for warm-up was good this time. Everyone felt pretty warmed up I guess. Drills, then a game with seniors. Worked with Kangli and Li Ting. They are good too. Attack was really good too of course. Alicia, Ci Hui, Pui Yee, Xinling and Hui Juan. They worked well. :)
I played with National players!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There was the MVP some more!!!! K of course i'm not good enough. But it's nice. :) :) :)
Had a game with Boon Lay CC or something. Woah my GA must have been 20 years old and more. She was so firm and big size and she could push me like. Ow. Lol. But we won! :)
I ended up with bruises on my arm and leg. Falling on the same spot twice on court. Falling back while the bus stopped at the Terminal. Falling while we were running at the stairs for the train. And I got the stupid big painful bruise and more. Thanks Ci Hui and Xinling for waiting for me. Unlike Alicia who didnt know and we all ran for the train cause the door haven't opened BUT we still missed it. LOL. :p
Hope Alicia have a fun trip at Malaysia. She got the luckiest person for gift exchange during Blaze AGM meeting. Hahahaha. I'm slightly better I guess. But tell me what to buy for someone who's at least 18 years old!! So meet you at 6.30 on Tuesday Xinling! If i'm late, uh. Let's not talk about it. For I hope not. Hope the game will be good with Seng Kang and Chung Cheng though Alicia wouldnt be there!
Reached home at 11+ and bathed, read and slept. Conclusion; Insufficient sleep makes me fall. I hope so. Grandma's in hospital. She fell yesterday. While Grandma was supposed to be discharged today but she got a fever and could not be discharged. 2 hits in one day for mum. When she took a leave. :(
I know you don't care.
Friday, December 15, 2006
TONIGHT. TIME- 4.04 AM. { 4:04 AM
3plus p.m.- Went to Lan with Wj, Ivan, Ian & Li Meng for near 4 hours. L, Brother, Yi Cheng, Kenneth came afterwards.
8p.m.- Dinner at Mac. Where L & Li Meng started their scissors, paper stone game. Li Meng lost and asked for 8 cups of water. Kenneth asked for 10 cups for losing to Ian. Ivan had to ask for the refill of a large cup of water when he lost to brother so he bought a cheeseburger along. Indeed Ian and Li Meng are good crappers together.
When I reached home brother installed Warcraft 3 and Frozen Throne for me. Played Dota against Computer (Easy) mode again this time for more than an hour. I sort of owned instead of dying this time. My second day of Dota playing.
Waited for my phone to charge, like an hour plus stoning at the sofa smsing Teng Rui who was cheering his friend up. So he called and I told him 3 of them were staying over. We hung up with unhappy moments.
2h 06' tengrui` says:
u go tink lar
u noe wad u do yourself
i dun wan to listen and all already
i tried doing so
{ .:~*₤Ễģệŋđ§ Ơғ 2G 06*~:. №:11 } Ly but life is daily. says:
what did i do:
?
2h 06' tengrui` says:
i listened and evverything
i gave it another try
{ .:~*₤Ễģệŋđ§ Ơғ 2G 06*~:. №:11 } Ly but life is daily. says:
all the time you're telling me to think.
2h 06' tengrui` says:
and all de time u dont
{ .:~*₤Ễģệŋđ§ Ơғ 2G 06*~:. №:11 } Ly but life is daily. says:
think what did i do? i dont know. we were talking fine on the phone then i told you they were over here
2h 06' tengrui` says:
i dun wan to talk bout it
i dun see a god damn reason why should i now..
{ .:~*₤Ễģệŋđ§ Ơғ 2G 06*~:. №:11 } Ly but life is daily. says:
while here am i not knowing whats wrong.
like something's my fault which i dont know what
2h 06' tengrui` says:
u go figure it out den
even if u do it doesnt change how fucking pissed off i am now
{ .:~*₤Ễģệŋđ§ Ơғ 2G 06*~:. №:11 } Ly but life is daily. says:
figure what out this time??
that time is neglect
then now is?
2h 06' tengrui` says:
u jolly noe wad u;re doing
{ .:~*₤Ễģệŋđ§ Ơғ 2G 06*~:. №:11 } Ly but life is daily. says:
cant you just tell me
2h 06' tengrui` says:
it will be pointless even if i do
{ .:~*₤Ễģệŋđ§ Ơғ 2G 06*~:. №:11 } Ly but life is daily. says:
so means what
like is the matter today yesterday or what
2h 06' tengrui` says:
U NOE WAD IS FORGET IT NOT
I DUN WAN TO TALK BOUT IT NO MORE
{ .:~*₤Ễģệŋđ§ Ơғ 2G 06*~:. №:11 } Ly but life is daily. says:
no i hell dont know. we were fine till that minutes ago.
2h 06' tengrui` says:
u jus go slp
forget
nth happened to night
apparently u jus dun listen or wadever
up to u den
i've got every reason not to.. but why? <lohtr_92@hotmail.com>
Wen Jia and Sis are sleeping on the beds now, whereas Ian & Li Meng's sharing the bed at brother's room. They're all asleep.
I became pretty screwed with Teng Rui sadly.
cause i decided to let u have your fun wid your frens without me disturbing
and apparently
u jus cant stop having fun ya?
is it?
Pretty much as i feel, I love you deep down inside. Yet I dont know the extent of concern i'm able to give. It's tough, you get angry with something else soon after.
I know you're thinking that since it's so tough, why _____________? To hell with you, I want to treasure.
if there's hope, and i'm sure there is hanging in the air
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
We should all learn how to treasure, <3 { 10:06 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALDINE!!!
MY DEAREST WD :D
Thanks for the times we walked up to school together and times you had to get down at my stop cause I was late! Thank you for the times on court where we were side by side for our games. Thanks for being part of the Wheelbarrow Race together. ^^
Don't worry about your wish!! I will walk to school with you eating donuts de!! Hahahaha anyway! Donuts under your house are really cheap!!!! =))
Hope you like our gifts and the birthday song. I'm sorry there wasn't a cake.
Love you too my WD!! You ARE 14!! =))
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
{ 8:56 PM
Today I played Dota first time ever at Robert's place. With Li Meng, Ian, Wen Jia and Robert's help. Against Computer (Easy) and I still lost.
Last night I started Gunbound. So I had 2 late nights in a row.
My vision. You'll see me wearing a watch someday.
Thank you my favourite person, for your ears and some advices these 2 days. Thank you for telling me it'll be fine soon.. I hope your father's birthday's fine and you'll have great fun for your 4D3N sports class chalet. I realized there were too much things over the 2 months that I had to hide..
Monday, December 11, 2006
To care { 8:24 PM
Barbecue was good! Especially cycling with Alicia's bike. We had to take turns. I managed to ride Geraldine, Graci & Louisa in the end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Although they said it's really bumpy and all............ Plus Graci went with Amen. :'(
But never mind! I ate chicken wings. Indeed they're better than drumsticks. :D
Lunch with sis and mum today, ^^
Training then had dinner with favourite person. Uh huh. So.. I have to ask somebody out for lunch later on, I hope it works. :)
Im off to find something to do to photoblog!!
It's been a long time since I headed to the movies. Hmmm. =/
Sunday, December 10, 2006
If You will forgive us for our sins, why arent all of us redeemed and people are being sent to hell? What can we expect from the Afterlife? { 3:06 PM
Hi. Are you bored over here? Hmmm. :(
K my life isn't a waste.
Thursday Favourite Person's house for Saw and Pizza, or rather seeing Ian and Li Meng joking with Wen Jia's brother. Watched TV with Mummy at night. 我的野蛮奶奶!!!!!! :)
Friday Training at 8AM, Mahjong with Wen Jia, Graci and Teng Rui, Thrashed by Wen Jia's brother in Halo again, then Hospital at night.
Saturday 4 Nations Cup. Scotland won Canada, and Singapore won Papua New Guinea! I like Singapore's WD. Zhang Ting Jun or something. Suntec with Graci and Wen Jia to check out if B&J was still hiring for scoopers. Unfortunately not. :)
Today Meeting 2G mates at 4 for 2G bbq!!!!! :D
Tomorrow Training. And a day to accompany mum. :)
Tuesday :) :) :)
Wednesday Friendly with Ang Mo Kio, GERALDINE's BIRTHDAY, Li Meng's Housewarming.
Thursday Think we're going to Ikea for food? :)
Friday Friendly with Dunman Sec. Blaze.
I think I'm leaving something out in my timetable.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
{ 12:14 PM
Let's see. Everybody's going, "I've just wasted another day of my life away."
Actually it's rather like. Me too. So ain't doing yi gong good enough?
I wonder how my days are going. I got favourite person to impersonate as my mother. I went to meet my with old school mates for dinner. And I'm glad I could still get along with some of them. :)
Training yesterday was kind of slack. I think everybody was tired. It seemed weird.
Dinner with team mates, Kelyn and Amanda. Everybody was chit-chatting. I wonder how will the next batch of juniors be like. Then to Whitesands with Ci Hui and Kelyn, then uh.. We went into somebody's place which I think it was wrong doing so but uh.. =x
Then we walked to downtown where we couldnt resist the arcade's shooting game for a moment and we planned to play it again today. Then off to drinks and then home and mum's telling me to control myself..
Hmmm. Kelyn wants to take guitar but from Alicia! Weird. I just want to take up something. So let's go take together! Hahah :D
Wen Jia's house for Saw marathon. And sigh. I've wasted half an hour of my life away. ><
And I suck as a girlfriend. Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We missed everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Travelling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away
And the clouds were dropping and the...
The rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Good days, to lose your friends { 11:46 AM
And I didnt go for the months ago planned chalet yesterday.. Never mind. I just missed out on the bbq. Sorry you both apologized, for it's rather my fault instead, ks and Eunice.. :):
Went to favourite person's place to bake cookies for dinner. Where we played Halo 2, and Wen Jia's brother is soooo good at Slayer against us.
Training yesterday was rather tiring. Gym, steps and all. But without game. From 8 AM in the morning. Good thing the cab fare to school was only $6. :(
And my arm and stomach muscles are aching from this morning. After training, went lunching with Teng Rui and Wen Jia, then to Teng Rui's place where we played Hotels, Uno Stacko, then bomberman on the ps2.
The weekend was spent mostly at Teng Rui's place Karaoke-ing, watching shows and all. So shall find Eunice and all later in the night for dinner, for they're at Escape and I didn't want to forsake my sleep. Shall get my pay first, yes.
I know that I need to find something better to do, better than using trainings to numb oneself duh. Life is so interesting enough with parties, trainings, movies, ice-cream or just your parents' money. And that's so wrong. If only there's work, piano, and less bedtime needed. Next time when my children do so excessively when they're not sixteen, I'll kick them straight home to bed.
HOME SWEET HOME.
Tuesday: Collecting pay, dinner with pri sch mates.
Wednesday: Training.
Thursay: Nothing.
Friday: Training at 8 and I have to find something to do.
Saturday: 4 Nations Cup Finals
Sunday: 2G's bbq. :)
See how fun is it. I have to fill in the blank slots. And hopefully everything will go on smoothly.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Irony, Ironic { 4:35 PM
How ironic. If we can cut unions to cry, why must we be sad to cry?
-Ci Hui
^^
Maybe its best you leave me alone, its too late to fight { 2:39 PM
It Ends Tonight had been my bedtime song ever since gf sent it to me. :) :) :)
Had to pull myself out of bed yesterday, but it was alright. :)
Went onto the train with seats to sit, for Amanda, Andrea, Ci Hui and Geraldine 'chopped' sits for us from pasir ris. ^^
Friendly with Nanyang yesterday, lost 26-31. 3rd quart's score was 19-22, 2nd was 16-15, while first i can't remember. Argh never mind, Alicia's shots were superb! In In In In In In In In it goes, and only missing 2 out of three attempts in the 3rd quart. So i guess she probably attempted 22 shots and put in 20. Claps! Hahah. :)
Got to play with Nanyang's C div yesterday. Had a fun time being a shooter with Shirleen. Stats were taken!! I put in 2 out of 5 shots thus 40%. LOLOL. :D
I'm so bored now. Slept for approximately 12 hours till 1 today. Blaze last night was fine, got to remember 3 names. Cheryl, Yu Xuan and finally Cynthia. ^^
Kay so it was rather a long and draggy day. And I hate those messages I received. Can't they be more positive? Can't it be more understanding? Can't it not remind me of being a fucking moron? It only got me feeling damn fed up and Nachos was a great way to end my day yesterday. :D
Reached home at 11 plus last night, Zz. I have nothing to do on Saturdays now.......... :(
So Kit has already got braces on, and Louisa will be next. Soon they'll have straight and proper teeth during prom. Lol. :)
