Saturday, December 23, 2006
Tails on either side { 9:43 PM
The past 2 days made me feel closer to my team mates. You all are really great! <3
Family problems day, MEETING AT 7AM. I was late so they got out of the train and waited for me. Friendly with tkgs and yup. It was soon over. We all bathed and went shopping next, then there was the netball bbq at night. How nice. :) :) :)
THE WORSE PART WAS GOING HOME. Leaving Pasir ris park at 10 plus, we all scared the souls out of ourselves. Sorry if I started it! Alicia, Amanda, Wen Jia & Louisa!!!
Anw I love the chocolate beads from Ci Hui!! :)
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Next day, 8 AM. I was late and they got down at my stop again. =x
GMSS game was like shit. I think I really wasnt ready. I'm not sure what went wrong over me. Perhaps I brought outside stuff into my head during court time. I was so frustrated. I played like some loser and it feels like i'm really disappointing my team mates. It was exceptionally terrible when I couldnt control my actions and emotions and just wanted to express my anger on court. I understand why coach shouted at me.. :(
I dreaded the long day that I was supposed to have afterwards. But I have to thank my team mates again, and Xinling for her hug. After that I guess we all felt better, then game with Ngee Ann Poly was better too already. :)
They're nicer, perhaps cause knowing that most of us are 14? Haha.
But my blister, KNEE/thigh/calf, palm/wrist seemed bad. ESPECIALLY MY STUPID BUTT/BACK/TAILBONE. Thankfully my ankle's alright already I hope. :(
Blaze AGM meeting wasnt bad. In fact, actually the people around are all rather nice. It was more about eating and talking, and we're getting attires with our names next time!! :)
At 10+ we're still taking the train from Bukit Batok.................. Then today's meeting was at 9 AM. :)
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Cake baking with Ci Hui at Wen Jia's place. Sadly, comments by those at the housewarming were that the taste wasnt strong enough or something. At least Yi Cheng liked it if I am not wrong, and Li Meng says although the taste isnt strong but you couldnt help but want a second bite.
I guess we added too much cocoa powder and too little strawberry flavouring. First attempt at cake baking except perhaps during homec? (Dont you think of Mrs Chan?!?!) I thought I could try something different for a christmas gift.
And I thought we planned to do HOMEWORK at Li Meng's housewarming!!!!!!!!! Hahaha nvm good host did a great job by chasing us out at 8pm. LOL. Decided to head home, so here I am now.
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Why lose passion? We're all a team. We are supposed to be there for one another. I'm thankful we're a team. We only get this chance for 4 years. (Maybe 2 with Wen Jia:( ) Yet honestly I envy us rather than the other batches, cause you know, you all know blahblahblah.....
We should all work for one another. We shouldnt let it be for reasons such us we dont like anybody, or we think we have to fight several things alone.. We let it get really stressful for oneself. All of us do bother about netball in our hearts. We all fought once for it together. Don't you think sometimes we have to listen cause sometimes it's really better for all of us together, even if not for you alone, cause we're a team playing together? Or when we have injuries, we shouldnt force ourselves yet we can talk it out and we provide support for each other during court?
At least I think my team mates will listen to me better than anybody else now...... Even when I want to talk, you wouldnt be there to listen. Maybe this time it's getting too tough for me instead..
Maybe someone can give me a knee guard for Christmas?
ONE WEEK FOR THE DAMNED HOMEWORK. OMG wtf 2 jian bao, 3 ke wen, zuo wen, chinese summary and eng book report in one week?!?! I'm glad me and Yi Cheng knows SGYY's optional. Wahaha:D