Monday, January 29, 2007
just some fucking cheated storybook so is that what you're reading? { 7:49 PM
I hate how I blog. Nothing links yet everything means something. Hell. I just realized how bored it is reading something that doesnt link. F F F F F F F how cool and mentally unsound is that!
I feel so sorry for labeling someone gay but heck it now. The matter's not funny anymore for I understand sometimes it is fine having something fresh, new and EEW to do! I feel so cheated sometimes. But I'm getting so immune, so being like wtf it was nothing. Cause 90% of the time, words = lies/hypocrisy.
Might as well just cut things short and I'll say I spent time with Zi Xi today!
Stop telling me both of us looked really nice together. I dont care cause somehow, someday, somewhere, there's always a mountain out there higher than me, much more attractive, much more nicer, much more peaceful and that mountain will be everything you feel effing good about.
I'm basically demoralizing myself NOW but I WILL be better.
Just like how is it for netball. There's always a mountain better so all the more one have to work hard yeah.
Thank you Zi Xi, Brenda, Geraldine, Zhu Ting, Samuel, Graci & Jonathan for your well wishes tonight!
Oh anyone if you want to fuck me just say it straight to my face. I promise I'll get back to you when my ankle is fine.