Sunday, February 04, 2007
{ 7:23 PM
I couldnt stand my previous skin anymore so I just needed a change. This week seemed too much for me that I practically couldnt take it from Thursday. On monday it was a match and I had a sprain, tuesday it was brother's birthday, wednesday was the match against TKGS, thursday was the encounter with Zheng Old Man whereas Friday was another late match day. Saturday was spent being 14 hours out, and gladly Sunday was home day except for the church time.
Calls just kept on coming in waking both me and my sister this morning, which i am so sorry about it. Cause I overslept and thought I wouldnt be going down to church today. But BK was like I see you at Foyer 3? I'm like huh? Then he was like I'll wait here for you. So went to talk to him, went for service which i dont understand so many things, and after service I called Bel and found out Zhu Ting overslept too so actually Bel went for the service alone. :(
Saw new people who thought I was from poly. Sigh I'm so sick of having things to do and people just cant stop adding on to them. I'm so tired and dont have any passion to do/settle anything plus I dont feel any faith to be honest. Ironically there are people who care for me yet I get irritated and frustrated towards them and in my head I bother about matters which I shouldnt give a fuxx about.
So more about yesterday, we went to surprise Brenda in the morning at Zhu Ting's place! Louisa left early and Wen Jia brought Ryan back after Guitar. So we started mahjong after which Ryan left, Brenda and Zhu Ting went to Chi Koong's place so the rest of us went to hk's house to do work. There they were watching MVs/cartoon/show while I was doing my math and zuo wen and dozing off, waking up with a jerk which scared wj and hk.
Dinner at Changi Village, where the 2 guys ate the most, after which we went back, I had magnum cause Cheers didnt have nachos, and then Wen Jia's dad fetched us home.
Do you know Ryan plays mahjong every weekend?!??!? Yay that's all for my weekend. I'm so happy i was able to sing for Brenda a birthday song 5 times for her. :D
Can you sense that i'm fed up? I havent went for a haircut and I'll go get the sweets for Clare later. I'm hoping that i could be immature. Yay. (??)
i dont know what to be thinking about when coach wants to quit. i dont know how will it be like when i go back for Blaze training some time soon. will it be soon? i hope not. i like our team. :)
So funny. I'm actually upset that nobody asks where am I going when I step out of house at 8pm in the night. Okay although it's only 8pm and i told them that i'm going to get some stuff, they dont even bother asking what stuff and at where am i going to get it & they just let me out like that. Even my aunts and father didnt ask. Maybe this is what happens when they think you're old enough? Haha so i'm thinking that they would've ask if i had went out later, yup.