Thursday, March 29, 2007

{ 10:19 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

it looks like there's no chance ever, huh? { 8:01 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

But where's your heart? { 7:15 PM

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?

And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part

So many Bright lights,
they cast a shadow
But can I speak?

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

First week of Term Two's gone! Cheers! :)

My new name is Lee Ying ssssssssssssssssssss ! Thank you Brenda for I know my name is filled with love from you! :) :) :)

Coach's birthday on Friday, so Choc a Bloc cake was fine! Really-filling CA's after-10-half-priced waffles with Fionna, Graci & Wen Jia after that! The train ride back was funny at first but not that pleasant overall. It was all those 3 guys fault!

Just Thank God Graci was fine, so I dont really care. Haha so good food again on April like what Wen Jia said? :D

The cinemas were real packed yesterday, especially for shows like Mr Beans Hols & TMNT. Marina Square -> Suntec -> Cathay -> Plaza Sing. Then settled with Forest of Death in the end. With actresses like Shu Qi, it was a Chinese movie and being labelled as our 'despo movie'. Haha. It was filled with thrill & suspense, okay at most parts.

Oh yes I got to watch a little of Topshop/Topman's fashion walk. So last week's was Royal Sporting House, Friday's was bodynits lol! Models are now fascinating to me, or probably it is the clothings they are wearing. Wonderful! Was I doing an advertisement by the way?

Pepper Lunch for dinner at Dhoby Ghaut! To think I didn't know that place exists....

Church this morning with tinGz! Really thanks for helping me bao3 guan4 my phone which I left behind on the bus! ^^

Was doing homework with Jon, Ch and Wj. So a weekend's nearly gone, and basically that's all.

Gosh I need help with my history essay questions, but think I'll end up figuring the answers by myself tonight. Lol.

Music's great. Like listening to any 7 songs in my phone gets me asleep each night.

Alicia, I trust you care about us, because you are always the dear captain of our team to me. I forgive you for what you had said. ♥ :)

I had my proper meals today as I promised, Gf! Thanks for making me feel touched at times! Lovesssssssss! <3

So I know you'll be fine like you said Jon!

So I got the Prisonbreak discs already to start. Anybody interested in watching it together with me? :D

也许不是我吧。

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Read me like a book! { 9:41 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

HELLO HELLO DEAREST NETBALLERS TAKE NOTE!!!!!! :D { 8:37 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007

goodbye my lover, { 8:10 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

{ 10:25 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

{ 2:31 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007

And You can never take my love away from me { 8:37 PM

{ 11:40 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

{ 10:18 PM

the logic: one should smile, for all those who cares. =)) { 11:22 AM

I just cut an orange for myself just!!!!!!!!!

Haha i'm happy, cause I dont have a phobia to using knives anymore compared to last time. =))

Like I lost the phobia to my kitchen eventually, although i still remember those awful stitches last year and the waiting till 12AM, and not being to train/play for 3 weeks. :(

I'm having Kfc now for lunch now, thanks to Brother for buying it for me! ^^

I dont feel like starting on my homework anyway. So shall blog! Long time since I really did, I realise. :)

So I woke up today with awful cramps! :'(

Lol okay. I've been so occupied recently, that I seem to be seeing less of those around me. Anyway since I just cant be bothered on my homework now, for there's so many other things I prefer, I shall do it tomorrow. :)

Updates!

YESTERDAY was CIP (flag day) with Brenda! :D

I was late in the morning, so we started aboout 8.50? Sorry Brenda! We went Tamp and stood under the hot sun for probably an hour plus asking for donations. It was so tiring man! We had to put on a smile all hour, saying Thank You for every donation or not, then we got real tired after about 60 flags and went to macs! Oh ya, thanks Leonard kor for your 4 cookies as my breakfast yesterday!!!!!!!!!

Haha I had green tea while Brenda had Ice milo I remember. I'll always prefer non-gassy drinks since uncle sold big cups of lemon/peach tea/blueberry/bandung for 50c in p3! Haha random. Then we headed back to school! I remember seeing Wen Mei & Choon Hwee best, as we were walking DOWNhill after walking UPhill. They each donated $2 each to both of us! Haha.

Headed back to City Hall, but it was about 10 minutes to 4 hours, so we went to have Fried Mars Bars! Haha. So curious Brenda got us to go taking a look at SoupSpoon, then as we were going to jiao1 chai1 we say Bel, then we ended CIP at 13:16!!

Although we probably got less than $100, but it was rather an accomplishment for i'm sure we had at least $50. ^^

Ian was the champion man! 100 flags for 50c?!?! Hahaha. So this is how great and honourable being Brenda's partner for yesterday. Just the both of us. Haha! Take care of your flu Brenda!!!!!

So Brenda headed back to TAMPINES again, then I went to find Solution 13 at Suntec! ^^ (TSE CHUN KIT pang seh-ed us for 3C!)

Haha. Had Xinling's Cheng Tng to drink, waited for them to be done then we went off to the arcade! Reminds me of Wen Jia's birthday last year. Where we spent so much alone at the same arcade!!!! Hahaha. So we went to catch our movie. I had nachos! & lemon tea. :D

Happily N'Ever After wasn't as nice as Cars I find. But so we went for Bowling afterwards! It was so cheap! $2 per person. Haha. At least I didnt suck as MUCH as before. Each drain only costs 10c. Woots~ :D

Haha so the game ended too late! Went off with JL as I rushed back to TAMPINES AGAIN! Second time there like Brenda. Hahaha. I wonder how did their second game go! :) :) :)

Sorry I was late again for The Pursuit Of Happyness, Vanessa, Liang Kai, Ch, Ivan, Ian & Jasper! Hmmm. Dont know why I felt that the movie was better than Happily N'Ever After too. But there were more emo ones than it i bet!

So home was great. All I want to do each night after i reach home is to come online. Hah. I just happened to want to come home everyday when it's after 8. :)

2 days ago on 13 March! Cycling at ECP with Eunice, Kheng Soon, Michelle, Qian Yu, Jonathan & Marcus after going to school and taking the train to Simei. =))

Oh yes it happened to rain and we were drenched. Then everyone was lost for me and Marcus overshot. There we were squabbling about the direction under the rain, which reminded me of the times I hated him for calling me baseball head. Haha. Thanks for helping me record my show! ^^

So 7 of us cycled the ends, the bridge, some of us having some problems with the bikes midway, during the 2 hours which costs $5. So I recalled being at ECP the last time, being carried, and it rained too and all those. Lol. :)

It was cold but I was the only one who brought a shirt! Haha so I had my top dry although my shoes and socks were soaked and so er xin. My shoes are still drying now perhaps! We had Macs then I had Gelare Tuesday Waffle with Eunice. Haha so we headed back.

Supposed to have dinner with Leonard. I seemed to be like I finally had the time to wait instead of being late. :)

Then I got to know who is Timothy through Jonathan. Then Jeffery through Leonard. Then we all had dinner at Kobayashi lol.

Thanks for walking me to under my house kor and Jeffery! :)

Sorry I cant make it chionging Ge Dou Tian Wang today tinGz!!!!!!!!! So the weekends it shall be! :D

It's like already 1230 now?! Aww. Doubt I'm going to school early. Taking a cab with Brother later! So.. I hope I can be online tonight, doing what I prefer. :)

Haha shall label my route yesterday like what Brenda did. I wasted so much card fare!

Home -----> City Hall -----> Tampines -----> School -----> City Hall -----> Tampines -----> Home.

But i think it's still cheaper than taking the taxi!

I seem to be seeing so many things again like Deja Vu haha.

Guess what, Jonathan says I'm a joker as i'm talking to Chi Shun.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

if you get what you wanted, will you want what you've gotten? { 11:14 PM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

If everyone cared and nobody cried, If everyone loved and nobody lied { 1:43 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHI MIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERINE!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILING!!!!!!!!!!!

GF I GOT ONLINE AFTER MIDNIGHT CAUSE I THOUGHT YOU WERENT COMING ONLINE TONIGHT!!!!!!!!
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
i was just being told that I MISSED YOU! :'(
But do you know I saw you today? :) :) :)

Joey; Much love too! Thanks for caring. ^^ i'm sure i'll definitely see you when school reopens at least! xD
Cher Yong; Brenda says that I can't say!
Brenda; I didnt! Anyway I miss my guardian angel! Remember there's CIP tomorrow! :D
Eileen; I think it wouldnt work out anyway cause there's still no invitation! =x
Jon; HAHA it's pretty good to have you noticing that then!
Graci; Your song was addictive! :) :) :)

Okay.. So i just got online after doing more lines of my work just. I'm trying to submit it by tomorrow, ugh. But I just lost the inspiration to write.

Haha okay, went to Whitesands with Ci Hui & Kelyn after training! Anyway I woke up at 10, and went down to TanTockSeng. Spent like 3 hours out, just cabbing there and back too. Those cab rides gave me headaches again. x(

Okay, came back home to rest, and i got to go for training again. But we had pizza after training! It was real fun, like in order to finish the pizza & pepsi we had to play Zhong Ji Mi Ma with the juniors. Completely reminds me of Sec one's farewell and the time at Simpang! Hahaha we were like finally done at about 7.30. :)

So back to Pasir Ris. Wah lau I really hate Simei, Tamp & Pasir Ris these 3 days because i could find nothing i wanted there! (okay not entirely) But I nearly broke down already by 9.30 i think?! T.T HAHA so i got a B&J scoop to treat myself today! Okay i'm starting to regret now, perhaps I shouldnt have spent the money like that! :(

Haha anyway me, Geraldine, Ci Hui & Kelyn did talk of course.

Oh ya. Went to church with tinGz yesterday, and then we went to have Kobayashi at Ep! Got money from Mum, then went to cut my hair with Bro! Anyway I saw a Deuter backpack I kind-of-liked, but it costs $119 or $117! The bag Zhu Ting liked was cheaper! Which I think had the same capacity space?! So sad! Anyway thanks for waiting for me during the one hour haircut tinGz! ^^

Haha so went to Zhu Ting's place to watch Ge Dou Tian Wang! We chionged like 5 episode, then hurray! I had to go home but I managed to reach home by 11. Read my book at night, looks like i got to start my work asap! Ge Dou Tian Wang was like so nice & touching & funny & emo blahblah, I cant wait to catch the next 15 discs with tinGz again!!!!!!!!

I was thinking, I feel that this world is shit. Cause people are so funny. I changed, because of all the disappointments i've faced. You see me being a C, because I cant afford facing anymore of the same ones.

Me & Kelyn concluded that we should smile for all those who cares about us. So I do! ^^

After service yesterday, I realized I really have to know that somebody mattered about me. But I guess it should be the same thing everyone wants!

2AM now, i got to go offline. Sorry dc-friend, i'll check out your blog some other time, asap like i've said.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

perhaps.. your non-existence is being proven, by you. { 10:00 PM

oops { 12:15 AM

Sorry about the small fonts! Or if you strained your eyes while reading xD

I'm waiting for Graci & Wey Jian's Life performance! :D

Haha okay. The killer week has passed. Firstly, replies to tags! Since my tagboard is so troublesome heehee.

Xinling; IT'S BREAK TIME ALREADY! :D :D :D
Li Han; Lao Shao Wu Cai was actually not bad for SEL & CHINESE haha! Wah lau i still remember i nearly cried. ^^
Eileen; Thank you Eileen! I'm better now. LOVES LOVES! <3
Clare; Should be cha bu duo le! :)
Cherine; Okieeee Cherine!!!! I'LL TALK MORE SOON WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS HAHA! :D
Alicia; Haha yeah nice dinner with the spicy stingray!! And on the bus, our WHOOOOOSH! ^^
Kheng Soon; hahaha, for fun ks! ^^
Poh Chun; HI POH CHUN!!!!!!!!

Okay I felt yesterday sucked, even the day before I went to school. Haha, but as I walked up to school with Chi Min, he made me feel better somewhat. Thanks! Haha okay, then during recess, Me & Graci scared Brenda, Elissa, Eileen & Li Han, and they practically screamed!! Wahaha, then Cherine fell in class, and so many were laughing! The way they described and acted the proces was simply, graceful! Haha! ^^

Okay okay, things didnt turn out well. But I liked the passes for our self-training! Haha okay maybe i just wasnt feeling well. Had bubble tea and bbq fries for lunch after that?! Went to buy cup noodles for dinner at home but I just happened to fall asleep at 9 till today!!!!

Debate was sooooooooo amusing and funny. Min Le, Poh Chun & Edwen were like.. Woah. They just got this charisma about them for debating! Opposition and Preposition were so mixed up, I sort of got confused too haha!

Okie anyway training today was also okay. Went for our so called team dinner at 85, then I bused 17 back with Alicia, Andrea, Geraldine & Ci Hui! ^^

They read me correctly! Like 2 thinks i'm a C, 1 thinks i'm a D, and the other thinks i'm I! Hahaha. Eh why am I not S!

Okay, so I learnt more from Louisa after the talk with her just, and i'm not blogging more now cause.. :)

Plus we got the friendly tomorrow with SACP and i got to get up at 7!

TAKE CARE ANDREA!! HAVE FUN AT GENTING, AND WE WILL MISS YOU FOR THIS 3 DAYS! LOVES! <3

The song Graci made up was real interesting!
I’m bringing ____ ___
Little ______ don’t know how to act

I love my Guardian Angel, Brenda Chong Soon Mun, cause she loves me & we have a token of our love! :D

Friday, March 09, 2007

{ 11:15 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

why am i willing to be your doll? { 8:22 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

all the funny personalities. { 10:49 PM

i fucking need some hug that will make me feel better. { 12:20 AM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

then whats the point of going on { 11:17 PM