Monday, April 30, 2007

Sweet Sacrifice { 9:42 PM

Saturday, April 28, 2007

lovelovelove { 10:49 PM

I just blog surfed at most of the 1g'05/2g'06-ers blogs. They were such dears to be with for the past 2 years. (:

I miss them, I miss Wen Jia, I miss the times where we all could be together under one class. There is always something unique about everyone. This tells me to treasure whatever I have now, even more. I have absolute love for my team mates still, and to my Solution 13 mates, sports class mates, friends, and also to Graci, Brenda, Cherine, Eileen, Li Han & Elissa! Not forgetting my gf specifically, my sweetheart, all the 2g-ers, even most of 3K's dudes and dudettes, old friends, other friends, etc! ^^

Today's the only day I'm feeling full since recently. It must be due to Cherine's donut this morning, which probably got rid of some worms in my tummy ha ha! Thanks for the yummy donut Cherine, it made my breakfast today. Loves! <3

I am feeling satisfied today as I just got mum to buy milk, honey stars, mini cornettos, wafers, and i cant remember what else..... Maybe i'm at a rate of binging or something soon. But nvm, I gonna start studying at home for the next week as much as I could. Thanks to whatever Brenda said today, and seeing Bro, Julian, Andy & Leon studying acted as a motivation. (:

Anyway Phin's was considerably filling. We saw Wj who is still as embarrasing as ever! Haha! Anyway, we seem to be leading an extravangent lifestyle. I swear i'm going to go on a diet (like Cherine?! =x) in order to save all those $$. $50 in 3 days is just too much, I wonder how did I spent it just buying food and a few snacks or stationerys.

I am seriously going to try completing my math for tonight. I wonder what is wrong with adults. Aren't they supposed to think more logically than us. or learn to be more open in crucial views with their many years and experience of life?

Andrea, Graci and I are going for the student camp! So I can jolly well have great fun in the first two weeks of June, with 12 days being taken up consecutively! I am so gonna have great work outs during trainings, (to burn all those fats that are piling up currently!) and I think Blaze will resume, and I want to take up Guitar.

Oh this VIDEO Jon showed me was worth a laugh. I didnt thought it was anything much at first but he told me to watch. Then I thought the title alone was interesting enough to watch it all.

Wey Jian's phone's camera quality's rather good huh! I can tell that I need to sleep more, for my eyebags got worse as the years passed! At least i'm happy it's either something hereditary for me, for I see that I got eyebags even at the age of 5 or something. Great young times(:

Friday, April 27, 2007

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

so confused dont know which way to move, { 8:24 PM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

{ 10:29 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

{ 9:49 PM

Selemat malam! (Goodnight!)

I lost my badge while trodding up the hill today. Okay I wasnt trodding. Me and my dearest sister wasnt really doing that. How embarrasing we were la lol! =p

I happened to meet her at the MRT platform this morning, and I can't deny that I had being pretty grouchy towards her recently. Have to say i'm sorry to my dear sister, just because whenever I see her I get reminded of my resetted timers for this month. So maybe next month, lol. :(

TODAY IS ELISSA & CHUN K (KIT)'S BIRTHDAY! :D

So many people tried our delicious chocolate cake with M&Ms for Elissa and they commented that it was yummy!! I bet SUE-EAN must be jealous Reuben talked to me today HAHA! :D

Studied with Ivan after school today. Did my math and chinese while Ivan did history, chem and bio! Hurray! Then I saw Jing Ying & Amanda Tan at the interchange! ^^

3 days in a row taking Bus Service 5, which takes a pretty long time to get home. But today's trip was a peaceful one as the bus travelled along Changi. Was thinking about how beautiful birthdays can be. (:

Oh yes, I am wondering why Leonard Chew bothered so much as to report against MingryanMOND.

Finished a book I had been reading for days today, after which, I had a nap for half an hour! Oh yeah, so happy I got For One More Day already. =)

Then I slacked my whole night off once more, and I've been thinking about my humanities & language. What a disapointment, for I realized i'm rather a lazy bum. How proud am I supposed to be for that? xD

Something ugly this way comes
Through my fingers sliding inside
All these blessings all these burns
I'm godless underneath your cover
Search for pleasure search for pain
In this world now I am undying
I unfurl my flag my nation helpless

Black black heart why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire I'm rotting to the core
I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds

As I begin to lose my grip
On these realities your sending
Taste your mind and taste your sex
I'm naked underneath your cover
Covers lie and we will bend and borrow
With the coming sign
The tide will take the sea will rise and time will rape

Black black heart why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire I'm rotting to the core
I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds

I was wondering, a black heart sounds like a devil ->

Monday, April 23, 2007

{ 11:06 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

{ 10:10 PM

{ .:~*₤Ễģệŋđ§ Ơғ 2G 06*~:. №:02 } 3Kings! Brenda says:
LOVESSSSSS x infinity
I heartzxzxz Bren Brensss too! ^^

Approximately an hour of travelling time = reflecting.

I never had a passion as much for you. But damn, why did passion grew along the way for someone who doesnt wants to pick up chicken wings from the ground?

If 'I will find the 5 petals one for you' didnt happen, I think I wouldn't feel touched at all in the first place. But too late, I didn't choose to believe what I heard at all and still chose to follow my heart (But ain't that right?) Till now, I'd rather close my eyes and my ears to all those things that I didn't choose to believe. Why didn't I continue ignoring at a certain moment then and gave in? I hate thinking back right now, for I'd always blame myself about why didnt I let myself have a better life or be a better person to every single body. Why did I choose to backslide, why did I always end up giving in or giving up something so as to try committing to someone else better. Why?

Still, I am having no regrets. No regrets, and how I wish I could comfort myself better for what happened after which.

Thank you for the 5 petals, it certainly was a turning point in my life.

'If only I was more open then like now,' I'm thinking.

Now I know how one's word couldnt last forever, I can predict what's in store for the next few years.

Oh but I can predict something wrong is going to happen in probably weeks or months. So thank God, I would only be affected then. How happy it is to live in delusion sometimes.

If I think about the exposures in my life... There was this certain incident I remember, where I was talking through a glass panel and phone to a 'stranger'. Just a small kid with my mummy and granny in some run-down place.. So the play in church gave me motivation today, to reach out to others. And that had been what i'm doing. I dont want to be strangers, for we don't even have to talk through a glass door and telephone with invigilators or whatever. No such incident has ever happened to me with anyone I've had conflicts with before.. Perhaps I'm lost for the moment.

How did we let the fire die? Or simple, it is just a three minute thing.

{ 6:12 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Reason.? { 11:41 PM

{ 9:41 AM