Yet once again, all things will change.

Heythere.

I dont know what has gotten over me. I cant stop eating. I know I sound like a glutton.

Just like how I saw Irene at Suntec the other day, I saw ll yesterday! Though we didnt get to talk, but at least we waved, and it had been long.

Blaze last night, friendly against the Australians. They were pretty, lengthy, and some were aggresive. But Blaze was pretty enjoyable, like i'm finally remembering everyone's names better, besides Cheryl's and Yuxuan's now. Best thing was, after 3 quarters of draw, we won the last quarter by 1!! :)

Went to have Kfc with Ci Hui and Xinling after that! We know who pang sehed us to go 85 ahhhh. Haha but Ci Hui and Xinling are really good entertainment providers and zi-highers! This is a compliment. Haha.

Actually theres nothing I should ever be worried about. Because I know, even if the sky falls down, I'll have my family who's willing to be here with me. And I thank God if there's anyone else, cause now it's occuring to me, I can never tell who.



Now, everytime it comes down to that topic we discussed, I feel a sense of helplessness. I wish next year comes soon, and I wish you know how much we need you. And I miss you evn though you're here, cause it happened that we dont get much opportunities together anymore. And its true.

I have this feeling Graci, that I havent been a good friend for you recently. And perhaps to many more of you.. This is probably what happens when thoughts differ sometimes. I'm really sorry, love. I hope you dont fall sick at your initiation camp.

I'm finally rejoicing that messages stop coming in like last time, like how could somebody who has only known you for 2 hours yet hardly interacted with you try messaging you for one whole week without any topic of interest?

I dont understand, '会不会觉得当你看到一个漂亮的女孩子走过会觉得很可惜，因为有一个女朋友就像被绑着似的'. I've eavesdropped on this, but you cant blame me. Like who else is there still talking on the phone after 4.30a.m.? Siao siao.

I've been asking my dearest gf to take care of himself! But I believe he will say he will... Right, gf? Please do. =))

And I feel like a bitch whenever I think bad of somebody that i'd rather not think of anything at all anymore.