Monday, November 26, 2007
Monday { 1:24 PM
[ Edited ]
Let's keep together in spirit, netballers! We want IT. One more month.
'All yours.' - Kelyn.
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Girl you mean the world to me,
just a little more than I can see.
Breaks us down,
we'd stay together,
only we can hustle who ever.
Would you come and go with me?
To fulfill our fantasies?
Take me by my hand, my dear,
Promise me you won't have no fear.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
But people come up stronger { 11:45 PM
& the end of the week turned out better.
Work became even fun, probably because I changed the way I perceived it. Just that I wouldn't get to see Auntie Mooi Lea for a month and a half,
I know even better today that Feng Ming's like some grown up big kid,
and all the kids are nevertheless, adorable.
Only grumpy grandmothers get all worked up over a lost handphone, (I know that's understandable) but at least you shouldn't have been when I was rushing for time and you made me feel so bad over it!!!
Saturday's Open House, I was late, even though I cabbed. Xinling's right, 'Leeying, yi hou ni chi dao jiu bu yao cab le la. ni bu cab ye chi dao, cab ye chi dao, lalalalala.' :D
But then Kelyn says, 'Always late, but worth the wait!' Heehee.
Watched Enchanted, then it was with Jiemeis in the night! <3 I suck at 五连拍, how did you all do it manzxzxzxz! I tried 2 new flavours at donut factory! They had New York New York for dinner in a box, and we had Gelare at night! I know i'm becoming rather short-tempered, for eg, just because they sent our Fantastic Five to the wrong table and we had it like 20 minutes later, I got rather fed up! Ughhhh.
Thanks for the tags darlings! I love them! <3
Chim: You should save the money at hongkong and don't come online gf! It's only 6 days! (Cause I have a feeling I wont see you online :( ) Lol!
Wen Jia: I haven't met up with you to pass you the catalogues this weekend!
Tony: Haha then dont ever think of catching me if you think you cant hold my weight, and may i know who's others, and what chance?
JieHui: That's really smart! I'm going to see how to memorise the method into my head!!
Geraldine: I love your tag!!! It's never too flooded to fit yours, i'll ban others if yours doesnt fit!!! (: (: (:
Mean Brenda: I want a date too Brenda! Omg, I think I'm becoming lesbian over you but the 2 J____ must be the only ones in your head only right! :X okie Brens, let's get others to watch anymore of the new shows out!
Grace: GAYF! I was going a little cranky last week (because of mood swings i think) but alright now, and if I come online often, i'll count down with you! It wouldnt suck as bad! <3
Sam: When you sang the song it was damn funny instead la! You must find someone else to continue it with you! Hahaha :D
Chishun: Hi Chishun, cause you never watch it right!
Tony: 3 weeks maybe only! Haha, you're not going to rot this time cause you're back in school!
During work today, i looked so tired... Fazelah said so. At least met up with happy family after that, we had Cartel, then went to walk walk as brother continued his spendings. There goes another busy week, and another one's coming up! If i'm free i'll definitely call jiemeis out to do homework. They're the only ones who responded! And only Cihui's like more than half done with it...
Gf's leaving for hongkong tmr, but i know 6 days will pass soon!
In 5 days, Friendly with sac, work, training, work, facial, piano, friendly with northland, blaze. At least i think payday's coming! It's time to get new shoes, backpack, camp bag, prepare the christmas gifts, clothes, however inclusive of all the cab fares, my pay is simply too little to afford all those....
I can't wait for the 6th, 13th, 20th & the 24th next month! As well as the 9th and the 15th, which signifies that friday nights break might be coming?
Omg this weekend I heard more of the best jokes ever.
1:你的笑话很冷leh,
2:因为你在加冷(Kallang)吗
1:你妈妈姓T,那么姓T叫shirt不就叫做T-shirt!
2:也可以叫裤,所以叫T-裤!
*Guy who got mesmerized by Cihui laughs discreetly even when Cihui got off the bus...* Rofl!
1:“受到打击……”
2:“那么不要打‘鸡’,打‘羊’啦!”
Haha, I forgot Puiyee's joke too! And Coach made her own joke as well! Hahahaha. I think i'm such a plain, typical girl. It wasn't that I expected much, cause all I needed was a warm hug with words-that-you-mean-it, or just a pair of eyes which could assure me of... I dont know what. Was that hard to know? But people might change, so do I..
Even kids let me learn things. They fight, they tease, when you're purely looking weird. But thing is, they're with innocence, without sarcasm, and they don't know they're purely mean.
Brother stands up for his sister, younger brother even..
I like what dreA told Geraldine,
"The reason why you feel like you haven't been improving is because you have already reached your peak."
It's really encouraging, Feel it.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
And if I could throw a dice, which tells me the way to take { 1:02 AM
Having met Li Han was the happiest thing for me today. (:
And now,
SOMEONE PLEASE CALL ME OUT / TELL ME YOU'RE AVAILABLE TO MUGGGGGGGGG!
Thank you Tony, for saying you 'will catch me actually'. Although that could be really sweet (like Eileen tagging), but you were second to say that to me in my life... And sometimes I dont believe it anymore. Pondering... Aint I really mean to you? Haha and you know it.
I even turned Uncle down for dinner. Sometimes I wonder if it's me and my stupid excuses. But I just really didn't have the appetite.
Looks like your family is really the most important one out there. Brother gave me the best comfort with his coffee on this rainy day. Okay at least it didnt belong to him but he made it, and I liked it!
Sigh. Work or training, Jiemeis or church... I was looking forward to Saturday, and still am. Why must they clash. Please work it out for me, Lord!
I love my dearest sister. When can we go out?!?! Its been decades since we even had a chance!!!
I love Mei Cheah. At least we wouldnt backstab one another. I know I have her there for me, and i'm going to be there as well.
I love my favourite person in the universe. She's the one to have the most fun with, and staying merely 2 bus-stops away.
I love Alicia, Andrea, Cihui, Geraldine, Graci, Xinling, Wanqi, Yvonne, Lihan, Brenda, Cherine, Elissa, Eileen, tinGz, Bel, Nat. So many reasons, which might take forever to list.
I wanna have a meal or watch some shows at anyone's house with my team mates. I cant wait for our christmas party! <3
I hate my memory, I can never remember anything clearly. Everything's so vague and I can't differentiate if it's real or fake. It's not my fault...
I really want to go out with my Jiemeis.... <3
I want to watch Enchanted. Anybody??
I want to watch Hero, Josh. All your fault for making me read it's review and our plans today flunked.
I want to bake, we still got our brownies exchange, Jervis!!!
Ivan owes me a birthday gift.
And I'm waiting for Leonard's return! (:
I'm happy to have my gf! (:
Funnily i miss terie-ble! Heehee.
13th December is coming! Time to save some $! :D
I'm being such an asshole sometimes. Especially to some guys... No wonder I've yet to come up with a list, Lou.
Things always get better sometimes. But it goes down again sometimes. At least I sense things are over. 'Letting go' exists in my life, and i'm laughing at myself for being such a fool. Haha ha.
Looks like I ended up with a long post after all my enters.
山穷水尽疑无路,柳暗花明又一村 !!!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
to the one whom could've travelled the world a few times { 2:27 AM
And actually, quite some burden was lifted. Thank you! :)
Training drained me totally, yet I didnt feel like sleeping. Then the outcome wasn't so bad after all.
And can I say how much I miss Elissa, Eileen, LiHan, Cherine & Brenda as well. Sometimes it's great to have friends who talk, and those who listens. Just like CiHui and the team. Heehee. xDLabels: special dedication
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
I would { 12:49 PM
Sometimes I wish I could retake some steps in life.
I would be less critical,
I would be more mindful.
I would have been more loving,
I would not have done some things I shouldn't do.
But it still isn't too late, is it? I'm sorry for all of my sharp remarks I've ever said to anyone. It really fits in the description of a CD person.
What a retard I was. So unlike me. Louisa is right, I could never leave something behind entirely and not bother at all.
Movie outing yesterday was something to be happy about, but that's just the way it goes. I have a nice gf I know. (:
Mahjong with Wen Jia, Louisa & Zoots on Sunday night was fun. And someone didn't win at all! But you will the next time. :D
Haven't trained in a week. I'm looking forward to seeing my team mates! <3
Sunday, November 18, 2007
我不配 { 6:02 PM
Jiemeis! Im looking forward if we're going out tgt soon! So is it with my gf! =))
18 days of november's passing, ain't that fast. I havent started on homework yet. If you all wanna do some homework outside, do ask me too!!!
ChiangRai people are back! Went to fetch them, and on that day i managed to skip 2 trainings! haha, but i wasnt that mean to pon deliberately. Brenda's luggage was so heavy, i bet she bought a whole bag of souvenirs for ahem! Heehee. :X Coach is back by this week, and i think im fitter to train. 'Coach' reminds me of CiHui at the airport. Hahaha.
Went for Louisa's mass today. Louisa Ann Sng? ^^
Primary school friends gathering was pretty fine, everyone lives near one another and Yi Shu is still as funny as day 1! The Game Plan was rather nice, with digital effects somemore! Haha. Yay if there's going to be a chalet once more i'll go this time round instead of baking cookies! Cause I miss ll. :(
I think i'm a sucker. I wasnt willing to tell those whom i love i love you. JIE i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you! <3
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配
Anyway I was surprised when brother said he doesnt wants a new computer anymore. I was expecting him to want some kind of new gadget but it turned out to be something else, which shocked me at first! Haha.
And actually, life was boring these few days....... ZZZ.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
wtf { 7:46 PM
Sianzzzzzzz.
My throat's hurting like fuxx as the day goes. I wonder if it's because of lunch and i didn't laugh much, even though Lixuan was laughing like some siaosiao lady. I find Elize even funnier, although I can't deny Ci Hui's face looks funny indeed. This must be the first time Elize, Kelly-anne, Andrea, Lixuan, Geraldine, Cihui and I had lunch together. Completing 6 sets of suicide was indeed an achievement, but XIN and LOU werent there. :(
I'm so exhausted and fed up and unhappy cause I tried sewing just and I failed terribly. Wtfxxxxx. It was just the perfect gift I thought of and I couldnt succeed. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. :'(
I'm so irritated. Work's another worrying matter when you need to find replacements !(@^*!^#(*@!&^()!^@()!^#()!@^#(*&@#%. :(
But I spent on impulse again today, and the hairdresser was pretty friendly. There goes a week's allowance after today, but I spent it happily. Teehee. :D
Oh which shows i forgot that i need $ for tomorrow, but who cares. Heehee.
a stout heart { 12:20 AM
I wonder why I cough more often only in the night.
Training tomorrow at 830, yet 2 hours ago Graci and I were just done with work! Being the last 2 out wasnt that easy after all. Everything else was closed, blahblahblah.
Sometimes I really talk no sense. Every sentence I say is either meant for a particular someone or everyone! Otherwise i'm just talking to myself lol. Anyway saw Elissa today! That's something to be happy about. And seeing Eileen last week during work too! :D
I wanna watch a movie... I wanna go have dinner!!!!!! =))
Those at ChiangRai will be back in 3 days!!! One of my guppy is still alive! (:
Brenda wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai, ai neng bu neng gou yong yuan dan chun mei you bei ai! :D
& when i reply tags you know it is me. (:
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Lock and key hypothesis { 9:53 PM
TODAY IS ADELINE'S BIRTHDAY. :D
Bridging's over, but i still think there's no difference. And along these few days i'm thinking that something is missing but what? Maybe Brenda, Zoots, Bel and Pan, since they're away at Chiang Rai. So is Cherine!
Work, training, work, training..... Who was the one who said i'll become 'no life', maybe that'll become true!
Thanks for the songs Jon! I LOVE THE SONGS! <3
And chatting with Xinling and Favourite person was so fun, i could expand my imagination! ^^
1 week ago we had the sports class bbq! Alicia cut her finger and couldnt play for the past week. So the rest of us went on with training! On the 5th there was friendly with Northland. We did coloured extensions. 1 week and 1 day ago was Jarryl's 21st birthday. And he is my favourite cousin. (:
On the 6th Favourite person and I camped at the airport again though we said not to until next year! But at least we sent Brenda, Bel, Pan and Zoots off! (:
JieHui: Nah she wouldnt scold! She's so kind! (:
Elissa: I miss you too Elissa! Brenda's right, don't emo lehhhhh! (:
Brenda: COME BACK SOON! :(
Eileen: Jiemeis so long never meet up already! Nvm still got next month! <3
Joshua: Same here! Long time no talk! Haha and long time no see!
Chim: And to you, long time no chat!
lilnet: HELLO! XD
Sam: Don't worry you will make friends! Core lit should be okay... But I heard its slack! You can always appeal! You'll see all your sports class friends in school still!
I am infatuted with Elize! Heehee. xD
And I was rarely fall sick but....
this once you took care of me and....
i wonder if i've repaid you enough cause....
Nothing hurts as much as being betrayed by somebody you trusted so much.
&I wonder if I like you cause i have my fears & doubts.
& We have been drifting far away,,,
Let's go to the gym, team!