Monday, December 31, 2007
& people don't care how much you know until they know how much you care { 12:14 AM
THANKS SO MUCH DARLING & ROCHELLE, FOR THE COOKIES & SWEETS ESPECIALLY CAUSE I FORGOT TO BRING MONEY FOR DINNER! HAHA AND THE MASSAGER FOR THE PILLOW FOR MY ANKLE. <3
AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE MSG tinGz, I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!
2007 HIGHLIGHTS
1st movie of the year with Alicia & 2G guys! (:
B Div 07 tournaments
Midnight movie with Clare on New Year! (:
Back to CHC
Piano
3K
Jiemeis
Student Camp!
Uncle Swee (Wei How)
Netballers <3
Overnight studying at Airport
Work at Ikea
Escape!
Favourite Person
LouiS
Team mates
ZOOTS
BEL
Sec 3.
Goodbye, 2007!
Saturday, December 29, 2007
{ 11:53 PM
Why did last night turned out like that?
Yes, I did, love you... I hope..
It's fucking long since I had a nightmare.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
You can Click Here. { 11:58 PM
I am sorry that I fell asleep while Graci & tinGz were over, yesterday evening.
Happyyy Boxing Day.
Thank you Xinling, Louisa, Wen Jia, Ks, Jinfa, Gf, Zoots(L) , Brenda, Cherine, Graci, Aunt for the gifts!
Tomorrow wouldn't be the time to be prepared to die and go all out.
(Cause I'll definitely sprain my ankle again if I do)
TIME TO SLEEP. I HATE MY RECENT HEADACHES.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
SEASON'S GREETING { 2:09 AM
I would like to wish
Mum Dad Sister Brother
Alicia Pe
Andrea Seet
Tan Ci Hui
Geraldine Tung
Graci Foo
Louisa Ann Sng
Choo Wan Qi
Chang Wen Jia
Chia Xinling
Yvonne Tan
Tan Zhu Ting
Isabel Look
Grace Wu
Natalia Wong
Josephine Lawrence
Leonard Soh
2G06 people
Raymond
Yu Xun
Hua Yu
Ming Swee
Ryan
Pandora
Chun Kit
Wei Bin
Jing Lu
W115
ELIZABETH CHOO
ROCHELLE
CHERIE
AMANDA PE
KELYN PHUA
3K
Theong Li Han
Brenda Chong
Cherine Teh
Elissa Wong
Eileen Cheong
Eugene Peh
Jervis Xu
Lim Min Le
Tan Xuan Hao
Fiona Heng
Lee Hui Ling
Eunice Goh
Jonathan Tan
Tony Chen
& ALL THE REST
ELIZE
JAMIE
JING YING
KELLY-ANNE
HUI TUAN
AMANDA TAN
LI XUAN
NATALIE
CHIMIN
JOSHUA
SAMUEL
YINA
ZOE
Siow Ler Ling
Irene Tay
Clare Lim
Kheng Soon
Tan Yi Shu
Chua Jin Fa
Adeline Pang
Botin
Jie Hui
Vanessa
Edmund Tan
Teo Liang Kai
Loh Teng Rui
Ivan Teo
Valentino
Ian
Li Meng
Yi Cheng
Ben
Jasper
Hong Kai
Ch
Wei How
(although i'm sure not all of them comes here)
& also to all the rest who do but am not listed,
A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!! :)
(AND DON'T GO TO ORCHARD AT NIGHT...)
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Darling, this is for you! <3 { 4:48 PM
Please take care while during overseas, have a fun Christmas, and PLEASE PLEASE get into AHS cause I would love to see you around!!!!!
See you on the 27th, & i'll take care of myself! <33333333333333333
:DLabels: special dedication
Friday, December 21, 2007
{ 9:24 PM
Along with the pain in my ankle with every step I take, what was really terrible was the headache. It was like,
JUST
kill me.
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Horrible.
Anyway for everytime I open my eyes during that long bus trip home, all I hear is Cihui's voice, along with Elize and Geraldine's comments. And I was more than half-asleep...
If not for my mother I dont think i'll ever survive this life. & Thanks for being the one to help me up today, Louisa! <3
I cant imagine what my father's going to say. He's like Mr Mok, so straightforward and capable of making you feel guilty. Okay forget about it. I'm sure i appear strong to you. Physically or mentally. I am. I was just an idiot to go for that ball perhaps... ..
Anyway if you think i get oh-so-emotional nearly all the time I think you are wrong. All it takes is just some time, before for everything I get upset about, I manage to find 10 other things which makes me feel that life is so wonderful.
Can't believe i'm telling myself to go for work tomorrow. But I just realized i can barely walk. Sigh. I feel like crying tonight but i'd probably fall asleep first. Luckily I know I would be fine 2 days later cause I would go see the doctor. Goodnight!
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
6 more days to Christmas! { 12:41 AM
Now's considered wednesday, so tomorrow's the christmas party and 23rd would be Escape while 24th will be with the Jiemeis then it'll be Christmas! ZOOTS & BEL I MISS YOU 2 LOTS! :(
Louis, please take care of your hips and Cihui, I hope your ankle gets okay sooooon! I like Elizabeth Choo! <3
Next, is my timeline.
Today, is one of the most fruit-less day ever.
Being one of the free days (that rarely come about this hols), Aunt called me in the morning at 10am to go help her out. Like ^!&*(#@&^!(@*&# I need to sleep and today was meant to be homework, cards drawing, dvds & my sisters day!!!!!
But yeah, dragged myself out of bed and I cant believe in an hours' time i was having breakfast and leaving house. Well in less than 2 hours I was tired and went to rest. I was enjoying all the free food and drinks, and after which I got $ and a ride back!
Yet by the time I reached home I tried to do the cards. But I was so frustrated I crashed nearly all the paper i had bought and threw them all around my table. So now it's practically like a pile of junk AND I'VE DONE NOTHING. Ughhhhhh.
Dinner at Tiong bahru with some of my relatives and mum. Oh well, it was pretty enjoyable and so I went off to meet my dearest sister and Lewis at 9.30. By then nearly all the shops at City Hall was close already lah. Sianzzzz. Tried the peppermint mocha at Starbucks and only Mango was still open. So by the time i was home it was near 11.30. How boring.
On Saturday; After work, went to meet Cihui and Xinling to get our Christmas exchange gift! What Shirley told me that day practically lifted my heart of a million stones. Okay what rubbish. But thankfully, the thought of going to meet Cihui and Xinling then made working much easier cause I had something to look forward to. Phew.
Dinner with dad and mum, after which Favourite person and I went for coffee at Starbucks! We just sat down there and talked for about 2 hours, before we realized we should go home and furthermore we're having our carnival the next day. Once again, it was about 11.30 when I got back! But it really reminded me of Alicia and I who did the same thing 2 years ago! Haha. (:
Sunday; Year-end-Carnival & Blaze AGM! We got to play with teams like Extremes, Blaze 1, XNIJ, etc, and Cihui injured her ankle! So I had to play C cause we only had 7 players! But Huifen was really encouraging, and... That day was long as we spent at least 12 hours at Kallang, got sunburnt and.. Blaze AGM went on pretty great but coach has a really bad sore throat!
Sent Cihui home, and bought tape. This day was actually fruitful, and I know I'll miss Cheryl, Yu Xuan, Jocelyn & Jia Hui!!
Monday; Friendly with Crescent Girls! Thanks for trying to help me tape my thumb, Geraldine and Lou! It felt great playing with both Louisa & Geraldine after so long, I did enjoy it after awhile. But i start feeling like i'm tofu, I could get knocked so easily!
So I brought Ci Hui to Angmokio, along with Xinling & Geraldine! Thankfully your ankle's feeling better now Cihui, i'm looking forward to Friday's friendly where you'll get to play again!
Met mum, went home for dinner, then went to eastpoint with my dearest sister cause she wanted to go do her medicure and pedicure and asked me along... Which I wasnt interested but just because she ate the sausage I didnt want to eat for me. . . So I bought a cone with 3 scoops of New Zealand Ice-cream and waited. 2 hours. Long and omg... Never mind. It was after 11 when she was done, so to home we went, and by the time I washed up and finished talking on the phone, I collapsed on my bed.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
:) { 12:28 AM
Wow, this is post 400!
I really like Jia Hui, she looks so kind, and it makes me feel bad when i'm not there for her... Actually, all the friday nights for the past few momths are pretty alright after all. Especially when the season's nearing, I realised it actually had some good for me. (:
It's been a week. I AM PREPARED FOR TOMORROW.
(OR RATHER, GETTING PREPARED STILL)
Cool manzxzxz, gna chiong again! Another busy week to come, and I believe thursday will be awesome! Coach is right, dont need to train so much as long as the training's productive lorsssss. Especially during this rainy season and we get treated like dogs. You really suck.
ANW, Thanks for asking LouiS! Love you a plenty.
And thanks for the msg last night, favourite person in the universe! Thanks for caring. <3
Those whom you really care for might not be the ones who are there for you eventually, yet those who are there for you might not be the ones you cared as much for. It's ironic.
Love my girlfriendsss Brenda, Cherine, Elissa, Eileen, Lihan, Graci, Cihui, Xinling, Alicia, Wenjia, Geraldine, Wanqi, Andrea and my dearest family who has always been the most capable one of making me feel much better, especially when i'm in no mood of talking.
And i'm most thankful to Geraldine, whom I realised she always listens to me like this:
"Argh Geraldine, I'm sad."
"Why!"
"Cause that time right, @*&^#@*(#$&()!*@_)!#@!!! Then right, !*@^!@(#(#$*@#*@&$(*."
It's been a year and still you're doing that for me. Love you, my WD. (:
Cherine, gei wo ni de ai! (Next, smile like Elissa did) :D
Friday, December 14, 2007
Elissa & Jiemeis, imu! { 1:02 AM
And it was ever since that day did I realise that it isn't everybody whom you think you can count on is really there. Nothing much really matters anymore, ever since I realised I was nearly alone, from that day. 2007? I've enough of the fictitious face of others, so real one moment, so fake the other, so real again next moment, and in the end, you don't know which is which.
I can't sleep. Sigh.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
We missed everything, daydreaming { 12:17 AM
I found out that if i'm feeling troubled,
1. Find someone to talk, even if he/she doesnt understands how you feel, as long as they listen, it helps.
2. Practise 'detachment'.
3. Spend money.
MY DEAREST BROTHER GOT ME A BEAR!
Zomg just came into my head, and it reminds me of how Liangkai said it. Imagine if Zlol is the new craze. That will be funny. Zlololol.
So, this is one of the most important parts:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
MY DEAREST GERALDINE!
HAPPY FIFTHTEEN,
HAPPY KNOWING YOU FOR GOING TO 3 YEARS,
HAPPY HAVING YOU AS MY TEAMMATE,
I LOVE YOU STILL, GERALDINE! <3
Why is it that as we grow, the way we perceive things changes? The amount of pressure and responsibility we give ourselves also increases. Yet thing is, are we also growing mentally? Sometimes a change is better, however, sometimes it isn't.
Oh, have I mentioned about how we were being treated like dogs? Just a whistle, then we take a command and go. Does your school makes you feel as if there's nothing worthwhile in there? I need to rest, goodnight.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
{ 1:39 PM
It's been a long time since i've had such a long sleep, and I proved to myself one can go without food for 24 hours.
Monday, went to queensway with Lou & her mum, where I bought my adidas and asics shoes! After which joined cihui, lk and qianye as they came too, then went for the chalet.
(Thanks for bringing the ball and shoes back for me, Cihui!)
Mahjong with ll, Yishu, Guifeng and Jinfa was great fun, so was playing murderer with some of the others. Heart attack with Eunice and some of the guys practically scared me out of my wits! Though we're all 15 already but it's great we're still talking.
Tried sleeping at 12 and I managed to 3 hours later, because of the talks and noise we made in the room, especially with Yishu and Tamim around. I must've given Yishu, ll, Eunice and Jinfa a really uncomfortable sleep, sorry! :(
Thanks ks for the gathering. (:
At 6, got up and tried to get the rest for breakfast. Most had left so i got ks, Leonard, Eunice, Jinfa, Yishu and Tamim to come along as Guifeng and ll went to the redhouse. After I finished my sausage mcmuffin i left, and went to meet the netballers as we sat on the train all the way to queenstown again.
Amanda Pe has really nice shoulders to sleep on! I slept half the journey! (:
Friendly with St Margs as it drizzled then stopped raining.. Still, we have to do better. Few of us ended red though the sun only shone for a little while, and we had lunch back at queenstown, and I went home, then to work.
Shirley and I had been the unluckiest pair ever. Just recently, trouble keeps arising. I wish i could say I can't take it any longer. Alright, i'm off for training. Then piano. Then Geraldine's birthday tomorrow. And work..
Anyway last night i got home being in such a foul mood that father got fed up with me that i'm not changing my number anymore as we don't give a fuck about it.
Sunday, December 09, 2007
{ 6:08 PM
Zerooneone@Lj
Thursday; Bbq
Friday; Blaze
Sat; Work
Sun; Carnival, rained: postponed
Mon; Chalet
Tues; Friendly
Wed; Training
Thurs; Geraldine's birthday
Fri; Blaze
Sat; Work
Sun; Carnival & Agm
Mon; Training
Tues; Training
Wed; Training
Thurs; Work & CHRISTMAS PARTY
Fri; Friendly (Amanda's birthday)
Sat; Work (Yvonne's birthday)
Sun: Break :)
Mon; Jiemeis!
Tues; Christmas!
Wed; ?
Thurs; Friendly
Fri; ?
Sat; Work
Sun; Work
Mon; Work
Tues; 2008.
As much as I want to prioritise for being a student, I can't control my work schedule. I guess I made a wrong move?
Perhaps all I really want for Christmas; more free time, more netball, more giving, less frustrations.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Red & Green: Christmas! { 10:52 PM
Wasn't this funny! Looks like the tree's the focus. Hah(:
It was an enjoyable night with the 3 of them, as we got our shirts, christmas hats, had pasta mania for dinner and walked down to orchard. The only cons was that I skipped piano, and besides that i kept falling for the same word trick!!! I can't ever say things starting with 'I'm'. I gotta rmb that!
Argh, how I wish I could join them tomorrow. I'm dying for workouts rather than all the air-conditioning and kids now...
I'm so frustrated because I can't remember the name of the Adidas shoes I want to get and I can't ever seem to find it online. It's white, with red straps along it's red stripes, low cut, categorized under training. I'M GETTING IT once I get my hands on Jiao lian's card. :X
Bottomline? Don't get it if you know me otherwise i'll get everything else that you have. Alright i'm joking. But I can be really childish, warn you. :D
I'll stop thinking so much for now and let things take its stride.
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
也许时间是一种解药，也是我现在正服下的毒药 { 11:43 PM
Hmmm. Could you tell that I probably had something to say that day?
I need more support. I need more mental strength. I need to do better cause i'm losing focus.
Seeing the shuttlers was a happy thing for such a tiring day! This week is packed that I'm afraid by sunday I am only half-alive... But actually next week is packed too, and even the week after, so this is rubbish. -.-
Sometimes I think I'm really dumb. Why didn't I study harder to get an edusave this year? Then I'll have more $ and wouldnt have to be trying to slog my ass off. This is rubbish again. Actually working isn't that bad, (I have nice colleagues like Feng Ming & Nadiah) what I'm emphasizing in here is that i, being dumb, to not have studied more, and read the newspapers in the past year. Okay I'm blogging really stupidly.
Is it too late anyway?
Ughhh thought we could have steamboat on New Year's Eve but I'm the only retard working until 9! Yet who even wants to spend countdown and the night of New Year's Eve with me this year? Mum wants to sleep... :(
Helping aunt for 3 days is as good as working for 3 weeks. At least I get additional $50 sponsored for my shoes, free food provided, and I get treated B&J every once in awhile.
Yeeeha!
Bbq on thursday, Carnival on sunday. COME ON LEE YING.
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR ANKLE, GERALDINE! <3
-Fuck la. I dnt knw hw t say this.'Labels: -.-
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Only when failure is not for consideration, all things are possible. { 10:15 PM
THIS 7 is <3.
Today's like some crazy spending $$ buying IT gadgets cause of the IT fair. Expo was so crowded that I could barely breathe. Father was so lucky at the lucky draw, he won the Burning Crusade Expansion Set which brother bought for at $59!! And now it's coming FOC!
Father's got an N95, Brother an O2, his new computer & monitor, so what did I get?
Let me see, A NEW HANDPHONE NUMBER! Inform you all soon again. Goodnight lovelies! :D
Sometimes one gets quite upset being turned down last minute. Especially when you arent feeling good in the first place. I felt it. So i told myself, 'No Leeying, you are not mad.' Yeah, I ain't. :(
Graci's gone to Taiwan, Cihui's back!! :D
Ok I shall update photoblog.
So when you are in thirst, you drink.
So when you are bored, you do something.
So when you are feeling dry, fill yourself up.Labels: makes sense
Saturday, December 01, 2007
希望越大，失望越高.. { 12:12 PM
How fast, it's saturday...
Ci Hui's already at Malaysia, and Graci's leaving for taiwan tomorrow. I hope I wouldn't miss them too much. And gf's coming back this evening. And i'm working.
What a good life. I hate last minute changes now because life has been so 按部就班 this hols, if that's what you call it.
Things pop up so unexpectedly and i've been changing schedule like nobody's business that Megan, my supervisor might just be going to early labour anytime. Thankfully I finished ss with Graci and Louisa after 4 hours, yesterday. Blaze was, another story..
Ailin: Hi! :)
Tony: Wasn't I fast this time round?
Chengz: We'll find someday to go out after the 6th!
Eugene: Hello Eugenezzzz! How are you getting along with foozzz this time? ;P
Elissa: I'm going to date you all out again soon! :)
Jervis: Haha, it's brownies date too Jervis! ;D
Ks: Hey ks, looking forward to next monday! :)
Chishun: Hello! :)
For 5 days i've been suffering from insomnia. So I suspect it's either my bed, pillow, or blanket, and I conclude it's my pillow's fault.
What I want for Christmas:
- An open patella knee support
- A NEW bedtime pillow
- A blanket
- Nike Imara Keeva watch
- A backpack
- A large & nice duffel bag
- More sports bra
- Above-Ankle-length socks
- Cakes, brownies, or chocolates!
Which most likely i'll get them myself unless somebody knows my preferences... Lol. K i'm happier. :D
