Friday, December 21, 2007
{ 9:24 PM
Along with the pain in my ankle with every step I take, what was really terrible was the headache. It was like,
JUST
kill me.
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Horrible.
Anyway for everytime I open my eyes during that long bus trip home, all I hear is Cihui's voice, along with Elize and Geraldine's comments. And I was more than half-asleep...
If not for my mother I dont think i'll ever survive this life. & Thanks for being the one to help me up today, Louisa! <3
I cant imagine what my father's going to say. He's like Mr Mok, so straightforward and capable of making you feel guilty. Okay forget about it. I'm sure i appear strong to you. Physically or mentally. I am. I was just an idiot to go for that ball perhaps... ..
Anyway if you think i get oh-so-emotional nearly all the time I think you are wrong. All it takes is just some time, before for everything I get upset about, I manage to find 10 other things which makes me feel that life is so wonderful.
Can't believe i'm telling myself to go for work tomorrow. But I just realized i can barely walk. Sigh. I feel like crying tonight but i'd probably fall asleep first. Luckily I know I would be fine 2 days later cause I would go see the doctor. Goodnight!