Saturday, January 05, 2008
this post is about myself, school, netball, and my family, and maybe to some { 8:59 AM
Ok.. Here's a morning post for 2008. Also before I start regular posting on my other blog.
This is a new year. And this year is an important year. Because of the O levels, and more. I'm back with 4K and my Jiemeis, a lovely lot to have. But at the same time, I hate my seating arrangement. Being so near to the window gives me the tendency to get distracted cos I can't see the whiteboard properly. And I would always be on the verge of falling asleep, especially during Ms Lim Geok Lian's AMath lesson. There's no one suitable around me I can start teasing or laughing with, no Elissa behind to turn to and talk with, so it's just boring. I realised how I can start making all sorts of commotion in class, (which makes me feel really noisy) yet probably i'm just struggling to keep myself awake.
I'm back to approximately 5 hours of sleep each weekday, which is torturous. These shall be the first details about school.
Tournaments are nearing. There was a friendly with BukitPanjangGovernmentHighSchool yesterday, but it rained during our second quarter & the game stopped and got postponed. We, didn't play as well. Both divisions.
The team results were out on wednesday, which I felt coach really had a hard decision to make. Yesterday, I talked to Ci Hui. Which made me ponder, makes me worried. Sometimes I really wonder why am I playing despite being so clumsy? Counting the amount of times I've sprained my ankle.. Louisa is right. If I don't do something to it I gonna break my leg even before the end of the tournaments.
Aunt Annie & Uncle Steven fetched me to AMK again last night with mum & Jia Ming, even though it was their anniversary. Thinking it over, even though they complained about how troublesome I was, wasting my time playing netball, always injuring myself and giving the what-kind-of-ball-am-i-playing-its-pointless-thing again, but I guess they did care. They settled dinner over there for they actually waited for me to be back after I had mine with the netballers, then Uncle & Jiaming actually peeled prawns for me!
I am just one lucky little kid. (:
Considering my own matters. This year I have many resolutions. They aren't minor ones to me this time. Not those such as growing slimmer or whatsoever, but for the team, for 4K, for myself, I am going all out for it. SO if anyone dares ruin it, I will make you guilty for life.
I am so childish.
I found a person in school having my adidas shoe. I got so worked up at first, pouring out all sorts of vulgarities, even going to the extent of hating her even though I don't know her. I thought that she didn't look a least bit sweet-looking nor pleasant. But after last night, I felt i was being really unreasonable and mean. So I'm going to brush it across and consider it as a bad first impression.
What really matters most this time is the team. For those who got in as the main 12, we have to really start treasuring every time we have on court. If it does not matter to you, can you please start thinking of the other 6 who might be running their lungs out, sweating like a pig, getting knocks too. In B div you can't stop running just because you are tired. You'll most likely end up hogging an empty space. And you have to bother trying to get an overstretched pass from your own team mates all the time no matter what, as every possession would really matter, especially during tight games. But well, i am probably only referring to a few cases sometimes.
The ultimate goal for all is always to ensure the shot gets in, 100% defence, no loose passes, being able to take pressure. If a game is tight, you can jolly well tell how good both attack sides are. And who wins in the end? The one who can put the most goals in, not even giving it a chance to get converted, unless you can assure you'll get the rebound. That's for the shooters.
With every center pass, every rebound possible taken from the defenders, to ensure every ball gets passed down smoothly, no careless mistakes made but with the stamina & determination supporting our attack and defence side. That's for our dearest Mid-court.
For every tight games to fight for, to force mistakes and apply pressure and get any lost ball back, to read the game to follow the players to prevent the shooters from getting near the pole and putting the shot in, that is for us, the defence.
This is the team. If you don't know how important each responsibility is, how do we progress? Let's work hard team, especially to my batch mates. I know how much we want this year back badly. This is also for coach, the last year, and for the person who pisses us off so much, we gonna convert all the anger into energy!
Last night I felt again mum really loves us. Mum and Father went off together early this morning, and will be back 5 days later! While I promised to stay at home and take care of my ankle. I am worried, but I guess they are too. With the condition of my thumb and ankle.. Maybe after this tournaments, it marks the end of my netball career, probably.
I admit, I am just like one little baby who needs to be well taken care of. And if you do something wrong to me or something i dislike, I will not like being near you and cry and try making a fuss, yet probably after awhile i'll forget, and everything will start, afresh.
Sometimes, you may think you are in search of happiness all your life, but you just don't know that you are already in it. Actually, I am really blessed.
Last thing to mention before I end this off, I have shifted my blog domain.Labels: If this is what you call a blessing in disguise
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
First Day of being a Secondary Four { 11:15 PM
This is rubbish, I am actually falling sick and my homework still remains, undone. Eugene is no longer the monitor, i'll miss him! :(
New year day was good, with all the food. First day of school and assembly was boring. Yet I had a great time slacking at Andrea's place after school. Sleeping on the bus was way too good. Thankfully I woke up right on time so i did not miss my stop.
Pls take care Andrea! <3
I owe all my mood swings to being a woman, i assume. I really love those who peel my prawns for me or peel the meat off chicken wings for me to eat. I think I am really like a big kid, for now.
shu. kanasai says:
lols lax la darling
shu. kanasai says:
if need relax
shu. kanasai says:
can ask me for sex for stress relieve
Lol this is typical to expect from one at a boys school right haha. Our dear Yishu is a joker as usual.
This time i'm sure if you're younger than me and am not taking things seriously, i will tell YOU off. And sometimes I really wish the school has less of those who are biased. So fucked up la. (not me)
