Everything on Earth goes down to dust, but what's imprinted on the heart remains alive
Thursday, March 06, 2008
{ 10:33 PM
16 April 2006
23rd May 2006
I was reading 2 months of my archives yesterday when I noticed these 2 days.
I haven't been crying so much over just one thing in my life, I thought the most I could ever cry over something only adds up to an hour. Apparently it's not that way. You can't leave me alone, I cry, and cry. I hope I ain't sinking into depression, like Yang Peng says. It just pressurises me too much.
On 7th May 2006, I once said, 'I WILL MAKE YOU PROUD, 某人.'
Where is all the strength, the motivation and the confidence I once had? I'm searching for it, to find it back, and i'm still in the midst of the process. I remember Cherine once said, 'There's a line between fantasy and reality. And i'm still hovering over it.' I am so confused, and it makes me cry even more to know there's actually someone who cares yet they can't understand that my heart's in turmoil.
So, how long do people take to get over things? 9 more months to go, and i'm over it. Everything. Never once more am I going to expect people to be there for me all the time. I am going to be even stronger, and I'm definitely putting up a strong front. Hey Elize, I am fine.