Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Irrevocable { 1:29 AM
Doors once open, now closed.
Once you've made a decision,
it changes something for life.
In just one split second.
I wonder how we once talked so carefree,
but things just never remained the same always.
Memories are tenacious creatures.
They remind you how life is,
and playback repeatedly eating into your present.
Sometimes no matter how hard you try holding on,
things just never turn out the right away again.
A relationship is like a journey.
It's okay if you both are at a road block for you're only stuck for awhile.
But when someone steers into another direction,
something totally different begins.
Can it be kept simple?
Does it have to be an arduous journey?
What's with reproach, vengence or
Indifference?
What for try to tell yourself it doesn't matter?
Idk what exactly is in my head right now, maybe it's who instead. Don't you feel strange, things just happen this way? 1 year ago, something else was happening. 2 years ago, so was it. 1 month ago, so was it. 2 months ago and a week or so, yes also was it.
Neh mind, time to get some sleep and start on some revision.
& Today is JAYCHOU ALBUM RELEASED DAY! :D
Past few days had been fun with Bel, tinGz, Ame, dreA, Nat, JJ, Raymond, Nick, Tayxi, Ailin, Jo, Mx, Xh, Mum, Brenda & Eileen, seeing Wj, Peh & Yihao tho missing Cherine, inside!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
I have to place my trust in you. { 1:42 AM
OK time to post something more normal?!
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjp1vHSB4qNUR_tFj6aKtaJhDjV3xKUAJYsii6XAZO47m3ENc8ljvJX4kTaD8sIPTiWJRTeQA4B3pC_lYN4v3pqqr_liCUNZp36rnDW1sYDw0sQtcDEihjsvp4mKupKRuZlLQST/s320/DSC02019.JPG Haha!
K here goes! Some updates about lifestyle though can't be exciting as compared to Jie♥, heehee. Thanks for the perfume & $!
Though no more B&J!!! :(
All i rmb about last week was going to Bugis with Elissa last monday! Thanks for walking around with me to Dhoby Ghaut! <3 :-*
Then Eugene's birthday last tuesday and we went for Crashcourse (left early=wasted 5 bucks! HAHA) and MOF and Bedok for supper! :D
Oh holiday I had to stay home last Wednesday to keep myself grounded... Yet couldnt help it. Ended up waking up at 4.30pm but went to buy chocolates from Downtown! :D
Reebok WALK with Favourite Person last Saturday, (to think we both turned out reluctant to go LOL!) and we had Nikon Mura at Cathay at a really cheap price!!!
Got the picture from her blog once again! :D
Its been quite a good week, wandering around Raffles Place with tf trying to find Zhou's Kitchen at Far East Square! Had super filling har gao and dian xin! I'm such a good eater HAHAHA. Then we had Starbucks & went Killiney, LOL. :D $$$
Studied in school with Raymond, Louisa & Huayu for quite some time on tuesday, and I realised studying in school's alright and also funneh! :D
Had Eighteen Chefs with Mum & Bro, had bolognese cheese fries & Brownie too, yummy! (Y)
Went to school, bad morning with Zy, but Mr Mok's so understanding! :)
Studied with Nds in the afternoon & had BK AGAIN! Anyway Mushroom Swiss Tendergrill's good, so good, i had it twice last week! Haha. Dinner with mum! Thanks for the well wishes Eileen, Brens, Ys, Nds, Nat, Sis & Bro i've recovered! (:
Yesterday, went for cell! Love Zhuting♥! And all la heehee! :D
(Plus YiRen who's so funny!) ;)
Walked home for dinner, met up with Brenda & Eileen later! <3
My Ai Xin<3 Cafe Mocha lol! :D
A Night of CoffeeBean, Marshmallows, Jellybeans. Wang for breakfast! :D
Went up to school today! Did Math, then went to the airport again with Louisa, listened to some cool music, came home, jogged, played the piano, etc etc how relaxing. :)
K what else... Gifted friend gave me a huge shock this week! How's all of us gna accept it... Lol. K la this part's rubbish haha!
Cocoa Trees Jellybeans!
Study hard
♥ALICIA ANDREA CIHUI GERALDINE GRACI LOUISA WANQI XINLING♥
AND TAKE CARE!
Study hard Edmund, Tf, Ame, Bel, Nick, Raymond, Zoooots, Xh, Jo, Leo.Soh, GraceGayf 1GH05/2GH06/CPS6A04!!! :D
STUDY HARD JIEMEIS♥!!!!
STUDY HARD 4K08
AT LEAST GET THOSE DISTINCTIONS WHICH WE CAN MAKE IT FOR LA HOR!
Study hard, E V E R Y O N E! :D
Gonna perfect painting a ♥! (:
Will be spending time with you all soon, Jiemeis!!!
Saturday, October 04, 2008
Gave an open invitation, rolled out the red carpet, but the guest ain't present { 11:19 PM
And if you know me enough, my doors are clearly open.
Just ask, and that's the key to get to the answer.
Yet still, this isn't always the case.
You walk through a door and stay with the host when you have the time. But when you start to get caught up on other things, you leave, maybe politely or sometimes in a huff. Sometimes you think when you walk away you've left only footprints behind. But was it really traces you left behind, or did you take traces along with you too? While leaving, if slamming the door shut makes you happy, you prolly should go ahead. For you most likely ain't the first who has done it anyway.
I suppose everybody has things like doors but seriously, who's the actual one controlling it huh? Stupid emo night. Everybody, we're one step closer to utopia if we stop being paranoid! :D
See ah, if you just don't treat problems as problems, there won't be problems! I'm going to find my own paradise someday...
You know, if you're happy and wanna sabotage me anytime, go ahead. I don't really give a damn to the cold side of this world for i can join anytime and gladly play along with you. You decide which side you want to be on, i'll be together with you, and we'll never know the outcome.Labels: Thoughts
Friday, October 03, 2008
i think { 2:17 PM
Time is ticking and the world is dying ,
i'm just hoping that my friends are having a better time, than i am
even while studying now, or not. all the best!
i think i'm tired, sometimes i don't know why can i be so indifferent and i don't care what do you think of that about me. all i think that i know now is, i need to sleep. but not with the truckloads of practice papers given to us circulating in my head... i need some fun yet again.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Retrace { 1:27 AM
Oh, how I've tried to get you out of my head
And I lie broken in words I said
Never thought I'd walk on this street again
Standing where it all began
Tried to forget when I left this town
But it takes me right back when I come back around
Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night
I'm there by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away
Counting backwards while the stars are falling
Oh, how I find, every subtle thing screams your name
It reminds me of places and times we've shared
Couldn't live locked in these memories
Now I'm chained to my thoughts again
And I tried to forget when I left this town
But I'll take you right back if you come back around
Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night
I'm there by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away
Counting backwards while the stars are falling
I need some shelter. I need some safety
Photographs, they hold me lately
Chasing shadows as the evening takes me
I'm still searching, but the pictures fading
Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night
I'm there by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away
Counting backwards. Still counting backwards
And no where else has ever felt like home
And I can't fall asleep when i'm lying here alone
I replay your voice, it's like you're here
You move the earth, but now the sky is falling
Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night
In my mind, I'm back by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away
Counting backwards while the stars are falling
What a relaxing holiday. Don't try speaking words you know will be regarded as nonsense to me. Not when i know who i've got behind my back to side me even if you're not. Good day. ;)
Picture's fading, sky's falling.
