Everything on Earth goes down to dust, but what's imprinted on the heart remains alive
Sunday, April 16, 2006
{ 1:28 PM
Lee Ying's gonna improve in typing man.
Was tearing today when i woke up seeing and comparing that this is how my sis treats me too until i had a sudden surge of confidence.
So yesterday that fucker took away my sim card at night la. So i threw my phone on the table, made a loud sound, he turn around use his hand and hit me twice.
Dunno how to describe la. Does it hurt ah? Forget liao. Like 1 plus like that at night and after hitting me he came in twice and said about the radiation from the phone and shit. Like i want listen to him unless he give me money.
The whole night make my eyes swollen nia. He got us out liao then outside still want kp when he say we wont yin xiang ta outside. He is just another contradicting de wang ba dan la. Then sis supposedly offered comfort when she ended up talking on the phone with my phone for the night as she left her phone as a dummy or my father will start his kping services. Went to take the chocs and eat though i've brushed my teeth. Was thinking and comparing with piglet around of course. Then fell asleep and woke up at 4 plus cause i got a stupid few mosquito bites. Then she was still talking. Cant really blame her for anything la. And then woke up at like 12.30 today, she also already on the comp laughing. Aiya this a sad world for me currently.
And dunno that fucker must be feeling guilty or something, for why in the hell he put the sim card back into my phone as if i wanna use to let u find me. Its a good thing theres only mum and sis in my eyes. So next time if i got no one to go out with i will just find somewhere go study to earn money for my future. Next time still will give him some money can liao. So simple to treat him. Maybe he will die soon anyway.
So i didnt go to church la. Did thought it over. It doesnt seem to be for me anyway. Given up on that too can i? As if i have been talking to Zhu Ting and Jo much already.
I doubt i even feel like facing anyone much now. Especially not that fucker. actually i have quite a good life already, i dont have to follow my parents around much. Even stuff like sao mu i can choose not to go lol. And though father is a buddhist i dont have to follow his religion for mum is a freethinker but when i went down to church last year he had his fucking PREACHING now and then like last night. Oh ya, last night while taking my card just after hitting me he said that my boyfriend will hai si wo and my sis should dunno dunno wad for me for my sis is going to rang wo bei hai si. He said this again. Anyway oh yeah? One day you this mad man should be glad that theres still me giving you money when u old la. All mum's sake.
Didnt go down to the hospital now and not having lunch with them. Who wants to see that fucker anyway. Knew mum wouldnt be happy if i did not go so i said i will go down at night. Not bad le right? At least i will still be seeing grandma. And at least im currently having the chocs for breakfast and lunch and perhaps i will just go get some food later.
I cried only when i compared how i got treated differently by people around me. Seeing piglet and comparing family thats why.
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