Thursday, November 23, 2006
{ 11:44 AM
I feel like a doll. why do you always matter so much?
i still love you, i know i do
How do you want me to say; So why do I get fucking bothered about you. Just because you dont like my friend you influenced me. You know why I'm feeling guilty, just because I wanted him as a friend, there's a promise and i'm not breaking it, and so i'm not going to turn against myself. It's so simple for you to say that i'm just displaying that 'I dont care, I dont need you anymore.' thing. But actually, it's just that you can't feel, and probably things are going to get worse, and then, i really dont know and i give up thinking for the moment already. What's the point of being honest with you? You dont appreciate it.
"ive got my own pool of friends and its not up to you to decide, i wonder whats your problem if im going out with someone you dont like just because of your childish reasons. besides its not like i am flirting with him or anything that would lead to a relationship."
-and so i'm taking your quote once more
i'm hell bothered and you never understand.
i'm going to be late for my friendly, i'm sorry mates. :(