Monday, November 13, 2006
{ 10:31 PM
I hate it when one can't tell that i'm feeling fed up or don't want to talk.
And yet I love the feeling when one is not able to tell about you. It just shows this person ain't close to you. Hahah. :)
So I've been really bothered about wanting to have too much commitments. Honestly now I want a job, I want to be able to go for Blaze, I want to take up piano lessons. But, I need time. And I can't find much sadly. I have to give something up, but which? I know I don't need a job now. But I want to do something that will give me a sense of accomplishment, I want my future days to be rather secure, I want to learn new things and I want I want and I want.
I'm just too much for wanting more and more yeah.
So waking up at 0840 today was still rather early for the fact that I slept at 1 plus the night. However, I chatted with my new girlfriend last night. ^^
Was late and Eunice, Ks and Michelle was already around collecting money. After which we had bubble tea and sat down to discuss details. Then met up with favourite person for lunch, went to her house again next to continue the Shanghai project, then Adeline, Vanessa and their seniors came over to dye their hair. Adeline looks really interesting sometimes, such as in this picture.

(She's doing beads anyway!)
Family Day yesterday was rather eventful for me. I like Cousin Jia Ming and we all bowled, and I managed a score of 90 alone! My pins just keep going down either 0-9, or 9-0. Lol. =/
So notice board tomorrow and training afterwards. All the best to me, for I'm really bothered and undecisive over my options. I need to buck up, for many stuff. Know what, I'm not going to work if I get to go for my second choice. But I feel rather dumb for handing in my application form yesterday. Second choice's better, for my age. :)