Tuesday, January 23, 2007
hate losing iron { 9:58 PM
Happy birthday my dearest sister!
I'm really sorry i didnt do anything. *Hug*
My brother sprained his ankle. May he get well soon! Thought he's a really tough guy. But he'll be fine and i'll cheer for him on court again real soon! :(
I seriously need to stop it all. I know my studies will drop down the drain if i go on at this rate. I'm not enjoying a single thing for i dont see any point about anything. Im not going to care because i really cant concentrate nor take everything anymore. Smile Lee Ying smile. Why is it always the way I comfort myself? I admit I need some support over here. I feel like a lousy friend and monitress now. I'm really sorry. I'm rude. I dont know what is going over my mind recently. I know I can be better. Or this life is really not me. Fit me in please. I know what's wrong. But make it right soon please.
I heart Alicia, Graci, Brenda, Zhu Ting, Louisa, Wen Jia, Ci Hui, Xinling, Wan Qi, Geraldine, Andrea, Chi Min my gf, Leonard Soh, Ivan, netballers b div 07, -my family- cause they are my mates & people around my life recently. Come scold me, I'll take it.
Thanks for helping me with my math and SS today Jonathan, sorry we all stayed until 8 plus. I'm really grateful to you. You all were real funny in some ways. :)
I dont know whether is it the tournaments too that is causing all these. I believe not. I'll take that well. I must do my best. Is it that sec 3 life is difficult that I know im on the tracks of my sibling's footsteps? It's not meant to be anything bad, but it's just that I dont want to wake up only at the end of sec 3. I hope you understand.
See you all during the weekend. I'm looking forward to study group. I desperately need to catch up or do well. Now I need to slap myself on the back real hard instead of being unable to do anything when i get home and idle at a dumb place like this.