Tuesday, February 06, 2007
{ 9:57 PM
Do you know why I hate crying or turning to others?
Cause I'd rather be the one giving full attention solving your problems than having you solving mine which are so minor and nothing when compared to so many others. Everybody's hungry spiritually. I thought so much, that i concluded i'm trying to forget the soul who had once been with me for one whole year.
The soul who was willing to help my friends and risk being bitten by red ants just to retrieve a ball inside a bush, the soul who i couldnt bear to see all the hurt he had physically or mentally, the soul whom i always felt a sense of peace and comfort with, the soul whom i always wanted to turn to when anything goes wrong, the soul who i've had unhappy times with yet the soul who i wanted to share his happiness with, the soul who left a mark on my life. I've gone through emotions, therefore i'll practice detachment.
I had become sensitive towards some people, and i realized it is difficult to give everybody your 100% all the time. I'm going to learn how to compromise in every relationship. I'm trying, that's my goal.
I'm so easily influenced. Anyway, time passed so fast. I was looking at my archives until September, and i didnt want to look on. Things changed. Bye.
SAC, DAMAI, PRC. &*#@&*&*!@*!@^&*(!@