Wednesday, March 07, 2007
why am i willing to be your doll? { 8:22 PM
This whole week sucked, late nights, skipped breakfast, skipped recess, i often had one heavy meal, I just felt like banging my head against the wall all the time or just cry. Probably I wasnt the only one like that, HAHA. But oh well, i felt bad.
Today sucked too, because of the physics test, but the start was happy and i like the night. =))
Lao Shao Wu Chai was so touching my tears nearly came out! :(
Thanks to those who gave me your support/encouragement/i'll be there for you words. Last test tomorrow, and I hope i'll be better. Okieeeeeeee but the best was still 'I will care'!
SHE just makes me smile like nobody's business, and i feel so happy even just thinking about her i dont know why! It's so sucky without HER and i'm starting to miss HER every other minute and omg i think i'm in love. What do you think?
Just one boy now. I miss you so badly but i think you are leaving me. Why couldnt I ever blame you for everything? How it pricks my conscience when i say i dont care, when from one corner of my eye i'm actually looking at everything. Haha, why dont i practise hate. Maybe it's time to really sort things out.. What am I doing la. How I wish everybody was honest. Music doesnt help me now. Haha whats wrong with me. I only want to listen to one person. It never was this hard to manage, now I feel like letting go of everything. Where are you? Where are you? Where are you?!
Do take care very great care for the whole week, Teng Rui!!!!!!!!!!!!!!