Everything on Earth goes down to dust, but what's imprinted on the heart remains alive
Sunday, April 22, 2007
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{ .:~*₤Ễģệŋđ§ Ơғ 2G 06*~:. №:02 } 3Kings! Brenda says:
LOVESSSSSS x infinity
I heartzxzxz Bren Brensss too! ^^
Approximately an hour of travelling time = reflecting.
I never had a passion as much for you. But damn, why did passion grew along the way for someone who doesnt wants to pick up chicken wings from the ground?
If 'I will find the 5 petals one for you' didnt happen, I think I wouldn't feel touched at all in the first place. But too late, I didn't choose to believe what I heard at all and still chose to follow my heart (But ain't that right?) Till now, I'd rather close my eyes and my ears to all those things that I didn't choose to believe. Why didn't I continue ignoring at a certain moment then and gave in? I hate thinking back right now, for I'd always blame myself about why didnt I let myself have a better life or be a better person to every single body. Why did I choose to backslide, why did I always end up giving in or giving up something so as to try committing to someone else better. Why?
Still, I am having no regrets. No regrets, and how I wish I could comfort myself better for what happened after which.
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Thank you for the 5 petals, it certainly was a turning point in my life.
'If only I was more open then like now,' I'm thinking.
Now I know how one's word couldnt last forever, I can predict what's in store for the next few years.
Oh but I can predict something wrong is going to happen in probably weeks or months. So thank God, I would only be affected then. How happy it is to live in delusion sometimes.
If I think about the exposures in my life... There was this certain incident I remember, where I was talking through a glass panel and phone to a 'stranger'. Just a small kid with my mummy and granny in some run-down place.. So the play in church gave me motivation today, to reach out to others. And that had been what i'm doing. I dont want to be strangers, for we don't even have to talk through a glass door and telephone with invigilators or whatever. No such incident has ever happened to me with anyone I've had conflicts with before.. Perhaps I'm lost for the moment.
How did we let the fire die? Or simple, it is just a three minute thing.